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Feb 2011
6:19 AM BST
   

What a day yesterday was. I suffer from CFS a chronic condition that makes life very difficult for me. In recent months my condition has deteriorated due to the unfair treatment at work relating to my disability. I am now off work on long term sickness. Yesterday evening I found out that my Grandmother is dying in hospital of bowel cancer, is on a drip and wont last very long. At the same time I found out that my mother who recovered from breast cancer two years ago has now been diagnosed with cancer this time its one of two types the one we should hope for means that a large portion of her leg will have to go and she will have to go through all the treatments that go with cancer which as anyone knows can take a year to recover once the treatments are finished. Or if we are unlucky she has the other type of cancer which spreads through the blood stream thoughout her body. I feel I ought to do something. I feel numb and isolated and need to do somthing so I am going to try and write a diary to try and make some sense of what is happening in my life. Today is day one. Today I need to try and do something positive and useful
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