MzLonely2007's Journal

 
    
10
May 2007
7:46 PM CDT
   

My first post and it's not very pretty. Life doesn't agree with me. I am 35, too old for this shit. I am very depressed. I had a fight with my husband. We've been married for almost 12 years. It hasn't been happy for a long time, but I've had trouble leaving. Tonight has been horrible. We fought. And I cried. He calls me a whore. Although I've never cheated on him. He broke things. And then so did I. I hate him most of the time. I've been going to a therapist because of him. I don't think anyone has the power to help me, cause I can't help myself. I'm just letting myself go. Yes, I have thought of suicide. I am a recovering self-cutter. I have thought of hurting myself tonight and it has been a struggle to keep from doing it. I won't, I hope.
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  • Username: MzLonely2007
  • Gender / Age: Female, 53
  • Location: USA - Missouri
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