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30
Aug 2010
5:36 AM EDT
   

Time for a long lasting Embrace,

Hey Guys! Summer is nearly over and i must say its been fun, I saw STep up 3D for the 5th time today. And LOVED IT!
Thats how iv been pending my summer, Going to the movies! Im obsessed with Dance films. And Moose <3

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09
Aug 2010
8:51 AM EDT
   

Bow Chica wow wha

Heyyy! wassup? Soo, schools out for summer :D Happy happy! Four weeks left -_- And the bad thing is when i dont want it to go quickly, IT DOES then, when i want the week to speed up a bit to an event, it goes so slow! I'm more then happy to have all this time off of school. But so many great things are happening this week! im not doing anything tommorow. But On Wednesday something SO EXITING I MIGHT PEE MYSELF is happening. I wont wright about it till after though. Then Thursday im going to see Hairspray, (not the movie seen that got the DVD) On stage. I dont know if it is the big Broadway-ish one. But I think Hairspray is exeptionordnarily good!! so Maybe i will enjoy the onstage one. Then on friday its shopping time :D And i cant wait untill Halloween, and November My Neice will be born! then christmas. :O Im getting a Laptop For Christmas, I will make sure of it!! I need one badly. I always Use computers. Im always on Facebook, and Twitter keeping up with the Gossip and my friends. Then Youtube... Is one thing i cannot live without, I dunno about you guys. But i CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT YouTube !! So, I need to beg my Mum and Dad to go half and half to get me a laptop. I dont really want much else. in fact. Thats the only thing i want!

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17
Apr 2010
1:52 PM EDT
   

Oh wow!

hey! im gonna start writing here more now. On top of school, Writing in a paper journal is tiring for my wrists :)
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03
Apr 2010
1:51 PM EDT
   

SLOW DOWN!

WOW! why are these years going by so quick, My older brother is gonna be a dad, so that makes me an auntie, im gonna be a bridesmade next year, and its easter 2010 already, Im a teenager!! i guess more opertunaties come with growing up. And responsabilities! In highschool, Learning alot! next year im gonna have my options for lessons aka Career options. But, to be honest, im not sure what i want to do! ive always loved animals and loved helping them and caring for them, And since i was little i was certain i wanted to be a vet, but my mind is wandering into new things! two years ago i got into nail art, pampering, styling etc, so i was set to being a beauty therapist, That would be two years in collage. A vet would be eight years, a little in collage and the rest in uni. but recently, ive been thinking about teaching! i havent looked into that much yet... But i might not even have a proper career! who knows, i could be a waitress, or a cleaner in mcdonalds! The only thing is, university is alot of money, of course i would be turning to my parents, my dad said he would pay, but he was shocked when i told him, of course because of the expence! My sister immediatly knew she wanted to be a teacher, or nursery nurse. and now she is a nursery nurse! My brother Wants to be a carpenter, and hes studing for that now! my oldest brother (whom is having the baby!) is a chef! im not sure if he wanted to be, but hes happy with it! I doubt any of my siblings had alot to think about, they set out for what they wanted :/ But all of my family and close friends say im FANTASTIC at art, and i love it! i love painting, drawing, adding my own personal touch to things, decorating, and making everything interesting and wonderful! art is amazing, its� a great stress releaver! My Godmothers tell me not to waste my talents, but im not sure if anyone would be interested in buying my work in the future, Art school would be great! but im just not sure. Ive recently been asked to paint a picture, but im not sure if any money will be included. i highly doubt it. i really need to think about all of those things i want to do! who knows, maybe ill go for all three qualifications, and then go to art school! I just am worried, i mean EIGHT YEARS?! that causes alot of persevrence, And if i cant get into a uni close to home, i would drop out!� i need advice :(
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17
Oct 2009
3:24 PM EDT
   

Heylooo

havent written inagges!! love you aal!!xxx

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12
Aug 2009
11:34 AM EDT
   

Wazzup!!

I havent written in ages, The Reason is cos my laptop has been playing up and hibernating on me!! anyway, My hamsters died, i was really upset about that, im such a tender soul!! And i watched i am ledgend yesterday and i cried when he had to strangle his dog to save her =( i had to take my dog (one of them!!) to the vet,Cos she has a big lump,bump thing on her back paw, but i thought it should be best to check it. it hasnt been irritating her ir anything, but im going on holiday soon for two weeks so i dont want anything to get worse or my other dog to irritate it or her, she is a little troublemaker but i love them soo soo soo much, i cant even explain in words!! anyway, They gave her an antibiotic so it wouldnt hurt or get infected and they tried to get fluids out of it to indentify, and nothing cameout buta little thing of goo, so they put that on a glass plate and sent it back to the lab for testing, so that cost 72 smakers... vet fees are so expensive!!! so is everything else!!! Anyway, The death of michael Jackson hurt me and hit me like two tons of hard marble bricks. I loved him so much and�he was such a kind hearted person.

RIP

xx

LolaStar18

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13
Jun 2009
12:44 PM EDT
   

i avtually am takeing ppls advice.

Okay, SportyGirl15 is great, She beleives that god made us all the way we are supposed to be and now i am thinking "yeah thats true" so i ave tried my best to ignor any nasty comments or immitations about me or anyone i care about, thanks girl xxx

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01
Jun 2009
10:59 AM EDT
   

CALM DOWN DEAR!

Okay, 1st thing its quite funny! i have two pet skink lizards called ursie and george, they always go up to the glass and move their feet on it to try to get out and one actually did!� me and my motha! wer going shoppping so i went to check on everything in my room and i looked in the tank then my curtains behind the tank and Ursie Was at the top of my curtain! she looked at me like "uh oh Busted!" and i grabbed her quick and put her in the tank and pushed the lid very hard to double secure the lock! nothing has happened with them or my hamster since then! One of my best buds is a boy, he has a girlfriend and i dont have any warm feeling for him hes just a good friend i dont even want a futer with him! But she IS ALWAYS SAYING THAT HE IS CHEATING ON HER WITH ME! IM TOO UGLY FOR ANY BOY TO GO OUT WITH ME! AND PLUS WE ARE FRIENDS SHE IS A PARRANOID RAT!

HELP ME

xx

Lolastar18

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07
May 2009
7:33 AM EDT
   

NOOOOOOOOO! Never Never Never it cant happen

Okay, the hole dealio is, My best friend in the whole entire world Has told me something i CANNOT�beleive, i cried my green eyes out, they didnt twinkle with happiness. The reason is She is moving back to her Home town in1-2 Years, I know a year or two is a long time, but she is hardly allowed to visit me. Im A Little happy, not in a bad way its just that thats a long time to think, organise things, hey they might change their minds, she wil be plenty old enough to take care of heself, and i feel she will forget i exist, i will just me a stikie on the wall that will eventually collect dust and fall apart. thats what im afraid of.

Any Suggestions to whisk her away ?!! (not like that!)

Lolastar18

xx

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10
Apr 2009
12:08 PM EDT
   

Hallaluja (if its spelt that way!)

Okay darts was great and soooo much fun so much shouting and screaming was involved i lost my voice te hehee. we went swimming today and its was great, they blew up this giant obstical float like on total wipeout! and i kept falling off just befor the end, my step dad was splashing water onto it and made it slippy, i got in a really big mood with him, that i went and got changed, we did swim for 2 and a half hours though, then we all went and had KFC. now im at our close family freinds and we have been watching soap operas and talking and drinking... well not me, coke and cofee is pretty much it heh. we had cheese and crackers and some quice and pizza and salad, it was pretty much a mini buffet! its been a good day, and i dont know how much longer my step sis is staying here, but shes slept in my room one night for 4 days, HALLALUJA! shes been staying round her uncles and her freinds, the only thing is, i completely rearranged my bedroom to fit her matress in somewhere, and shes slept there ONCE we dont know when shes going back, but if she sleeps around someone elses after the weekend im putting my room back to normal and she can sleep on th dining room table!!!

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08
Apr 2009
5:56 AM EDT
   

Tommorow tommorow i LOVE YA tommorow.......

Okay my evil step sis is here, and she is being okay.... whats she lureing me into? lol anyway shes probably grown up a tad in 4 months... okay maybe not, as she gets more used to staying here shell get worse, settiling in isnt bad. anyway, more related to my title, tommorow the 9th of april is a great day, im going to go to a darts match with world champions i know what your thinking "freakosoid!" well me and my family love darts... its pretty much british isnt it... like me. dont say "snooty person" or anything, my mumma (lol) says im like an american OH�YAH!!! anywhoo, we are lieing to my step dad and sis that we're going to see "Sweeny Todd" GORRY!! because its on myy bros english curriculum (NOT) and if they wanna come well tough luck NO�MORE�TICKETS... lol im sooo exited, partly about the lie >=) ad mostly the darts, if they watch it on tv and see us on the camara HAHAHAHAHAHAHA i cant wait to see their faces when we get home. but my step dad is dim he will forget its on, but its like coming to our hometown... how could u forget that, its the buzz around here right now, and it will be for some time....

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04
Apr 2009
2:56 PM EDT
   

A poem on a good freind gone bad,

We were close and freindly,

Untill you let go,

Became a real meanie,

face it everyone knows,

Words so hurtful,

And text messages too,

You dont realise,

Your a backstabber too,

Names and things i didnt mean,

You took it seriosly it seems,

and i hope you realise,

you dont have to tell all those lies,

so yep, my freind completely turned, she became a complete bishop (another word for b i t c h) she keeps calling me a backstabber, has she heard of people being nice?�� anyway she used to be a complete loner, and had no freinds, then i though one day, she seems nice, i should invite her to be my friend, then we became best buds for ages, then she didnt let me talk to anyone else, if i stopped to talk to one of my freinds, she would drag me away, then she had loads of freinds because i gave them all to her, if i didnt do that she would have been a totall loner still wih her totall idiot freinds who looks like a tranny, and she called me a BISHOP?! i didnt do anything to her, i didnt even talk to her! she just doesnt like me because i actually look like a girl! lol anyway now she has turned into a complete bishop because of her tranny frinds, she also keeps prank calling me, putting on an acent then saying hello thiss is the pizza dude, you ordered a large pepperoni pizza. and its so annoying please help me and tell me what i can do to her....

LolaStar18

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04
Apr 2009
2:42 PM EDT
   

The madness hamsters

Every night they visit you


Every night they come


and bit by bit they steal your brain


and feed it to their MUM

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04
Apr 2009
2:33 PM EDT
   

Making the most of my two more days without my step sis

Okay so my other most recent entry (befor the wedgie one!) explains how annoying and how much i hate my step sister, shes such an idiot, and she talks like a two year old shes like fourteen HELLO?! learn, anyway i said i should go out loads without her coming, i will say my freinds are boring lol theyre not though theyre all awesome, exept for a few.... anyway, maybe i should watch starwars to bore her to death lmao,then when she goes i will put on a film she loves called clueless, and i love it too, but starwars isnt that boring to me, but it probably is to her, shes one of those people that when they dont find things to accomodate them, theyre always bored, no matter what. anyway, im not letting her get in the way of my totall pamper day, its a day in everymonth (usually on the 6th dunno why!) and i relax and have a face mask and a bath and put my feet up and watch a film and try not to lift a finger, and i dont let people do things for me!!!

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04
Apr 2009
9:39 AM EDT
   

OW MY ASSSSSS...

my bro gave me a wedgie lol

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02
Apr 2009
8:33 AM EDT
   

HELP ME!

EVER�BEEN�DRIVEN�UP�THE�WALL�BY�A�STEP�FAMILY?? i have, but this time its not my step dad, its his daughter i wont say her name but shes so annoying! its my easter holidays 2 weeks off school YEH but shes coming for 10 days of it im gunna try and go out as much as possible without her coming, if she complains i will say "HELLO i have a life, and i dont want to send it staying at home cramped up, i am free for myslef ta" i swear i am all the way up the wall, God please help me, (im a christian by the way) and i really need her to become more matture, give me help anyone.

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06
Feb 2009
7:19 AM EDT
   

Things are getting better! thats impossible

Things have been good the past week. i got what i wanted for my activities week. which is fantastic, my step dads stopped being an ass, and today the school was closed because of the snow. i walked about a quarter of the way and then everyone from school were walking in the oppsite direction, so i guessed that it was closed. and my mum sent me a text message saying that school was closed, she checked the website. so i have a long weekend, i hope the snow comes back on monday so i dont have to go again, haha, i really am not enjoying school anymore. and if any parents are reading this, i bet your children arent enjoying school, because its for stressing out, not teaching, not anymore.
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31
Jan 2009
1:22 PM EDT
   

Things are seeming to carry on down hill.

Well theres one thing i have to say, life SUCKS ans its isnt fair, its mostly school that makes me miserable and plainly that, school isnt for teaching anymore, its for stressing teenagers out. middle school wasnt easy either, theres always mostly evil teachers that you want to scream into their� ears and throw them out a window. Especially my tutor, she drives me so mad i need to grit my teeth and use my lips to cover it. we have this thing called activities week, wich is the last week befor the summer holidays. and i wanted to do an activity called big art, i got put on my second choice and i cryed into my best freinds lap, and� my other best freind gave her slip in realy late and she got put in! and everyone switched to big art when thwy were going to do 5 day activties rather than a week. and i got put on my second choice, my tutor knew i didnt want to do my second coice (scrapbooking) much, and she said to me with a smug look "is that what you wanted?" and i nearly killed her. so me and alo of my freinds went to reception and asked to change, their going to tel me on monday i wont have a good time if i dont get to do that.

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28
Jan 2009
8:02 AM EDT
   

iDilema

Well time comes and goes. ive been spending the last hour trying to sort out this damn computer. my iPod has 45 songs on so far, and i wanted to add some more, and it didnt work, beacause as usual the i keep blocked up. the new windows vista is seriosly bad why couldnt i just keep windows XP? why did i have to update?! Oh well i guess that its just my luck, i already have a suckish life as it is. i dont need it to get worse.

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26
Jan 2009
10:39 AM EDT
   

SCHOOL DRIVES ME NUTS

Well, i always have something to complain about ,but im not searching for sympathy. we all have enemies, and mine are all arch enemies. sometimes i wonder "why dont they just give up? its pointless."� and this girl whom i hate so much (not mentioning names)
�is always on my case, she reports me for reporting her! AND shes horrible to my freinds, Kicking,Punching, threatening, hurting pulling hair , pinging bras (EW) shes just pathetic. and she blames me for turning all her freinds up against her. she doesnt have any freinds, and the reason is beacause she lies and lies. C'mon high school and you lie? thats something that infants do, or atleast middle school pupils. she thinks that she a queen, a person that leads. exept everyone hates her completely. AND shes spreading rumors about me and my best freins whom is a boy. am i not allowed to have freinds that are boys without have a relationship? its just pointless
.

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