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Sunday - Feb. 18, 2007
- 1:39 PM - EDT
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I am trying to figure this journal thing out.
Is that question above something I am supposed
to be answering? LOL - fun!</P>
<P>Do I ever pretend to be something I'm not?
If I do, why am I doing it?</P>
<BR>Yes - when I've met guys in the past, I
try to pretend to be the perfect girl for
them. When I met the guy I am married to now,
I pretended I loved watching
football.....funny thing is I really don't
like it! I pretended like I loved sports and I
really don't. Now I am in a relationship where
we don't have things in common because when
your married...the truth obviously comes up!
So, lying to others and yourself is not a good
idea because you will only end up unhappy. The
reason I used to do it is because I wanted to
be accepted. I felt like if I was not just
like others, then they would not like/love me.
Probably just stems from my insecurities. I am
learning now that if I don't like something, I
am going to say it because that makes me who I
am! If I liked everything someone else liked,
that would be totally boring and I would not
be true to myself. <BR>
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<BR>The things that I like are: reading,
animals, riding horses, nature, people,
cuddling, laughing till my stomach hurts,
playing games, shopping, trying new things,
movies and performances, playing the piano,
dance, traveling and seeing new places, taking
pictures, and constantly reliving my good
memories and trying to make new ones. <BR>
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