Wow lol its been a long time but whatever nothing exiting really has happened cuz my life is o so boring but yeah....lol i g2g get back laters beyes
Ok so get this....my ex right lol is only the best. one of his friends asked me out and i said no because i didnt like him and i dont want a boyfriend right now. but my ex's friend told my ex to make out with me in front of the guy that asked me out to piss him off. Of course that was my ex's friend so he didnt cuz that would be mean. But after his friend left we totally made out...lol it was kinda funny though becasue somehow his friend must have found out cuz now he is being a totaly jerk to me and im like what is his problem...but whatever my ex will stick up for me now!! lol
Wow ok so this guy asked me out right but i said no because i dont want a bf right now. But he keeps trying to get me to rethink it but ok i told him that no matter who asked me out i would say no at the moment. He still refuses to believe that and the fact that his best friend which is my ex comes up and puts his arm around me and says oh so totally loud um thats a lie. Guys are retarded arnt they! i swear they no nothing. no means no and gosh they just need to get a clue.!!!!And im talking to my ex's bestfriend which he is older than me but totally hot so its all good. And he said he likes me and i like him but i dont think we would ever go out. just cuz yeah it might be a little awkward for one and for two he might be a little too old....but whatever i dont expect anything to happen between us so why worry about it right.
ok ok so now i got two totally hot guys that want me lol but wtv they cant have me, im dont with all guys like i said!!! And like i meant lol. but i guess one is pretty hott he is a little older than me but like that really matters right! And he is my ex's best friend so talk about revenge huh! but ok g2g peeps beyes!
HAPPY EASTER EVERYBODY LOL! but hey guess what guess what. I got this sweet avenged sevenfold tank top....its only hottness. I got more black nailpolish lol which ive like totally needed. a kick ass belt which i only totally needed and lots and lots of candy which i totally needed. DAD lol. but i talked to john on the phone last night till about one in the morning but it was a little chat that we needed to have rather sooner than later. but wow anyways like HAPPY EASTER PEEPS. BEYES <3
Wow tomorrow is easter lol yay...i guess. I wrote a kick ass poem. i would so tell you guys but its a little personal. Im sitting at home alone at the moment and yeah its um really boring. I think im hungry but i cant really tell. and im a little tired but i cant go to sleep. i want my ipod back but my mom is just ridiculous so yeah. did i tell you how she got all pissed cuz i seen my cousin. well yeah just because shes mad at her sister. and its not my problem so why should i be in trouble. Am i right?
The one is finally talking to me again, but i dont if it such a good idea...hes broken my heart enough and who says he wont do it again. right but oh well what ever i guess what ever happens, happens right!
WOw i havnt been doing this much, lol, but this weekend has been crazy. I got another myspace because i decided i wasnt going to let stupid people ruin it for me and because it just makes that much easier to talk to all my family that is um very far away! I finally got to see my cousin...im so happy we had an awesome time. And i have totally forgotten about any boys that i even know. Spring break has been great so far. And i got sims. lol its pretty cool i guess although im broke and unemployed so i cant afford to buy any furnature. WHich kinda sucks and they guy im supposed to be in love with i dont think likes me all that much. But yeah lol g2g BEYES EVERYONE!
I think i have stumbled onto another problem but im dealing with it. Lol life sucks like always, but my reaction helps. LOL LOL LOL. today was kinda funny but kinda stupid lol. my mom got all pissed cuz i fell asleep and didn't help her finish cleaning. how gay yeah, its not my fault that i had a headache and couldnt take anymore of anybody's crap. like seriously im sick of it. people all stuck up and wrapped in their own little like no one else exists. it stupid and childish and i hate people like, lots of people like that but im not gonna name any name cuz im not childish like that.. but anyway this is pissing me off next subject!!! i just asked um him something and he confirmed it so im a little more pissed off at him. Lol well i guess at least he told me he cheated on me. but being truthful about it would have meant a little more if he told me sooner like right after it happened. but what ever hes a dumbass and i really couldn't careless. I couldn't care less about anything.... which i have decided is my new out look on life. well i guess i cant say i don't care about anything, cuz technically i do but not anything that most people focus all their shit around!! I am over the drama and over stupid people and things!! Member....HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!!
Ok so i seen my ex today after only a couple of weeks lol ok ok so it was just one. I seen him walking down the hall at school with some other chick... At first i thought lol what a dick, but then i realized i wasn't going to let him ruin me. I'm only a kid and its not like i was going to marry him or something stupid. So i said hi asked him if he wanted all the shit he had in my locker still. I decided i wasn't going to base my happiness on other people!!! My happiness only depends on me and i could really care less what other people think. And this may sound kinda cheesy lol but someone wise that means alot to me said "you can change the outcome by changing your reaction!" so i did just that and hey what do you know it worked!! YAY !! But anyway today was cool and my best friend dyed his hair a dark blue to go with his rather emo stoner attitude and style lol but it suites him very much!! HAPPY!! HAPPY!! HAPPY!!
Omfg I'm so sick this is ridiculous. Arnt i supposed to be getting better, not worse. Am i right!!!! And i want ice cream. *TEAR*
Today was alright, although i got sicker than a dog and decided to come home, i only slept for like ever omfg, but i guess i feel a little better. But there is this guy right (there is always this one guy,LOL) and i like him, but for social reasons i don't think i could go out with him even though i like him. And today at school he seen how sad i looked and how bad i felt, "you gotta wake up or else i am going to pick you up and shake you all over the place!" and he did, like five times and yes it woke me up and he is so strong lol omfg. I dont think i used to give him as much credit as he deserves, but hes getting it now and he doesn't even know it!!
Today was the best lol. My ex got dumped by one of my friends which he dumped me for. An hour later i got a text saying he loves me when i havn't talked to him since monday. How stupid do guys get i mean seriously!!! I laughed when i got it and i laughed that he got dumped. he was a stupid ass wigger wanna be stoner that didn't do shit beside get in trouble cuz he thought he was a badass. My two best friends wanted to juump him cuz he backed down in a fight, but only cuz he knows he would get his ass whooped. I realized I'm better with out him, and im actually alot happier too. He can kiss my ass!
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