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18
Nov 2007
6:42 PM EDT
   

My mom always said to people, "Have some respect for the dying!"

She said this when she'd go outside to smoke... or when she'd reach for her shot of ta-kill-ya... and now I realize that the one thing I never wanted, I've become.

Her quote makes me realize that I'm slowly killing myself and there's nothing I can do about it. Maybe if I quit now, I could give myself another chance... but I've tried this already, have I not?

Rays death proved it. I care more for myself than for anyone else and it's literally killing me. My own death draws near and I don't do a god damned thing about it.

I don't even know who I am anymore.
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  • Gender / Age: Female, 33
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