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dave 49, Male, Arizona, USA - 14 entries

Dec 2006
4:13 AM EDT

Why is the pain still ther after all she has put me through. I can't believe she si doing drugs after all the great things she could me and the kids holy shit...I don't miss her but I mis the person she used to be. We all do. I wish that one of these days she will be back to the person we all know. even the kids notice a differance. God be with her and me. I love lisa so much. Every day I am with you a become more and more in love with you and who you have made me. All I want is to be with Lisa and the kids. God please look over us and make sure we are safe. Thank you!

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krissyrox27 36, Female, New York, USA - 2 entries

Dec 2006
12:41 PM EDT

i really like this kid doug but he is going out with selena. i asked if him if he liked me at all and he said as a friend. i like him way more than a friend. a lot of people like him but i think i like him the most. he said maybe in the future but i want the future to come sooner. i told him that no one likes me any more and he said they might like me but they are shy. it is not even funny how much i like him. I WANT TO GO OUT WITH HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Andrew 42, Male, Wyoming, USA - First entry!

Dec 2006
8:44 PM MST

Reality: Hello my name is Andrew I like music Alt, Rock, Rap, Pop, Comedy... But I don't listen to Country all that much. I like watching Comedy, Disney, and ANIME! In Gaia: I like drifting from place to place As a gaian I am Andrew Starhawk and No My real last name is not Starhawk am from Earth I killed an Angel from my own story his name is SETHER. Sether was an evil Angel from: War On The Evil Angel.

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monkey 31, Male, Minnesota, USA - First entry!

Dec 2006
6:34 AM EDT

Hi, Today is my first time writing a diary online. it is pretty wierd! yesterday i had to babysit myself. my mom and dad went to this work party no kids! At the same time my only sister left to a sleepover! So until midnight i was all alone! I hope u dont have to pay for this or i am in big trouble!!!!!!!!! Attention everyone you should go to a free website called clubpenguin.com its awesome! also its free. i cant believe its christmas soon! i have family flying in from london! my whol family is born in south africa except my sister she is born in upstate new york, Rochester. i am white but still african. When i said that family was flying in from london it was my aunt and uncle.my aunt just got married and moved to london. the only other family i have that lives in america is my grandma she just moved into south carolina! We also just moved in fromTennessee to minnesota about 4 months ago! Yeah you probably get the picture that my family is moving quite a lot right now! got to go c u later, monkey

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DreamDay111 33, Female, Oklahoma, USA - 3 entries

Dec 2006
4:58 PM EDT

Wow! I keep posting little entry's lol well maybe the simple reason is because.. IM BOREDD! food was goodgoodgood but yea.. I am REALLY BORED! Oh yaaa I went and saw HappyFeet with all my cousins! it was soooo fun! but yea..I love penguins..[ if you saw that movie you know what im talking about! ]

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DepressGirl015 36, Female, California, USA - First entry!

Dec 2006
4:53 PM EDT

My life has never been good.Things has happen to me with out notice.I'm 17 years old,am a 12gd.I had my worst luck in my 11th year.Many things i regret an remember.I lost many thing and got hurt like no other.I am not a good child ,but i do what is right.I met people then lost.Sometimes i feel like not getting to now anyone .They leave to fast.I just want to be happy and get permenet things ,but who am i kidding.I don't see what is happening .I get blind and get crush.Guys ask me why am i Lesbian?"I tell them because i give up on guys.They get confse.Many ask to give a try.I refuse i did it once and completely got hurt and afterwards rumors.My friends tell me i should give a try.I'm just scare and still will refuse.Eventhough they happen to be so kind.This guy told me if i wanted to now why i get hurt?"I ask why?""He told me it is just because you happen to not let anyone close to you enough to love you."I cry and walk away .Then i realize he was right.I felt bad.Now i have this guy who is strange ,but can be so sweet.He ask me out somanytimes.I turned him down somanythins as well.He deserves better than me a girl who would love every part of him.An would not wanna missed a sec with him.So I wluld go out ,but will make him understand to me he will be in my heart ,but we will be friends only.........I feel bad but at the same time is the right thing to do.....

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taylorxox 34, Female, Canada - First entry!

Dec 2006
12:12 PM EDT

hey people how are you i am just hanging out waiting for something to happen:P I am so bored anyone got something for me to do? Well I better go:D xxTaylorxx

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samana 40, Female, Mississippi, USA - First entry!

Nov 2006
8:43 PM EDT

If only I were a wiggly tadpole, I would have change to look foward to...

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madi1472 31, Female, Indiana, USA - 4 entries

Nov 2006
6:09 PM EDT

Hey everybody out there.I just wanted to mention how much I hate gym. We've been doing vollyball. I'm the best. So me and my boyfriend almost broke up because of a stupid litle fight. It was horrible. I cryied so freaken hard. But we were back together the next day. My week has been aful because Our team at school has been on lockdown. So this was madi and now I'm saying bye.

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liza123 37, Female, United Kingdom - First entry!

Nov 2006
3:52 PM GMT

ADOPTION PLEASE READ I NEED HELP!! 29/11/2006 MAN OH MAN ALL MY NORMAL ONES ON HERE ARE SAD OR NEEDING HELP BUT THIS ONES THE MOST IMPORTANT TO ME. IVE BEEN OFF WORK THE LAST TWO WEEKS AND HAVE BEEN THINKING A LOT LATELY. TODAY I WANTED TO FIND MY REAL FAMILY RIGHT LETS START FROM THE BEGINNING TWELVE YRS AGO WHEN I WAS JUST TURNING 6 I WAS PUT INTO FOSTER CARE AS MY PARENTS COULDN'T LOOK AFTER ME. MY DAD WAS SENT TO JAIL FOR CHILD ABUSE AND MY MUM JUST COULDN'T COPE SO THEY DIVORCED THEN MY OTHER DAD CAME ALONG JOE. THAT WAS WHEN I WAS 4 BUT STILL THEY COULDNT LOOK AFTER US ALL. FOR THE NEXT 2 YRS I WAS IN FOSTER CARE TIL I WAS JUST TURNING 7. THOSE TWO YEARS I CAME UP LEAPS AND BOUNDS I LEARNT TO TRUST PEOPLE AGAIN AND I LEARNT HOW TO SPEAK. THATS A STRANGE AGE TO LEARN TO TALK YOU WILL PROBERLY THINK BUT I WAS NEVER SPOKEN TO APART FROM ABUSED DURING MY EARLIER YEARS. WELL TOWARDS ME TURNING 7 I WS ADOPTED. THAT WAS 10 YRS AGO AND IVE ALWAYS REGRETTED BEING ADOPTED. BUT THEY WERE MAINLY GOOD YRS. THAT WAS UNTIL LAST OCTOBER WHEN WE MOVED. MY SISTER JIONED THE NAVY AND THEN EVERYTHING BAD THAT HAPPENED WAS BLAMED ON ME. THE SOCIAL SERVICES WANTED NOUT TO DO WITH IT ALL. LAST NOVEMBER I MET THE MOST AMZING GUY I HAVE EVER MET. DECEMBER WE WERE GOING OUT. BUT THE ONLY THING WAS IT HAD TO BE DONE ALL IN SECRET AS HE WASNT A CHRISTIAN AND MY PARENTS REFUSED 100 PER CENT TO LET ME GO OUT WITH A NON CHRISTIAN. EVERYTHING WAS FINE UNTIL TWO MONTHS AGO WHEN WE WERE GOING TO TELL THEM EVRYTHING BUT SOME IDIOT WROTE MY MUM A LETTER TO WHERE SHE WORKS AND TOLD HER ALL. SHE WENT MENTAL CALLED ME A WHORE AND A SLUT THE INSULTS DIDNT STOP. WE WORKED IN A SCHOOL TOGETHER ME AND MUM. I WORKED THERE DURING THE MORNINGS AND AT THE COOP IN THE AFTERNOONS THATS WHERE I MET SIMON LAST NOVEMBER. I DECIDED TO RUN AWAY THAT NIGHT SO I PACKED A FEW THINGS WROTE A LETTER TO MY MUM EXPLAINING EVERYTHING ABOUT HOW I FELT AND ALL THAT. AND LEFT... I WENT TO LANCASTER FOR A WEEK THEN I MOVED IN WITH MY SIMON AND MY PARENTS WERE STRAIGHT ROUND HERE SAYING I HAD TO GO HOME BUT IM STILL HERE AND PROUD THAT I STOOD UP TO THEM THEY'VE BULLIED ME ENOUGH SO I HAD ENOUGH. THEY ARE FINDING IT HAD TO DEAL WITH BUT IM STILL IN CONTACT WITH THEM. ANYWAYS BACK TO NOW I HAVE BEEN OFF WORK FOR THREE WEEKS THIS BEING MY THIRD WEEK. I DECIDED TO LOOK FOR MY REAL PARENTS SO I SEARCHED ON VARIOUS WEBSITES AND FOUND THEM AND DETAILS AND ADDRESSES THE THING THAT I WANT HELP WITH ARE THESE: 1) SHOULD I CONTACT THEM? 2)SHOULD I VISIT THEM FIRST OR WRITE TO THEM? 3) SHOULD I JUST LEAVE IT ALL OR WHAT? PLEASE HAVE A READ AND PLEASE LEAVE YOUR VIEWS I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE THE HELP.

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