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undeadgirl42495 31, Female, New Hampshire, USA - 1,861 views

Dec 2011
2:39 PM CDT

Stuck

i dont know what im gonna do ... im stuck between 2 guys and i dont know what do imean one gut im dating right now but the other guy �sees me for who i am ... i like both �of the but i just dont know what to do ...... im Stuck�

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gazimazharul 45, Male, Bangladesh - 1,709 views

Nov 2011
12:18 AM

Hello

Test Posting

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lottie1999 27, Male, Uruguay - 2,105 views

Nov 2011
6:10 AM BST

i live story writing

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VivWilson 42, Male, Illinois, USA - 1,758 views

Nov 2011
4:44 PM CDT

Well, you came last Thursday. By the way, I am totally ripping of google in a Superbowl ad. But I thought it was a great idea. Ironically, google thinks your a teen who is trying to lie their way into a gmail account since I put your birthday down once. ONE FREAKIN' TIME. And they locked down [email protected]. I don't know how long inbox.com is going to last so I am cc'ing everything to my gmail account. At this time, your getting away with not taking the boob. I am not very happy about it. So, your mom went into labor at 8pm on Wednesday night (technically). I came home from working at Marketing Werks and had been on a cooking spree. I must have sensed it coming because I had the crock pot on a 24 hour rotation. Its a good thing because I barely had time to cook anything for the next week. Your mom said that she "leaked." Not quite sure what to make of "leaked" vs. "my water broke", I just kind of kept along with my business. I was kind of tired from trying to accomplish too much at work and at home. Then she kept on saying it over and over again. We had already been to the hospital early that morning because you did not kick her in the morning after orange juice, so I was thinking that I was not going to ruin a good nap due to the fact that your mom is just pissing herself. So I just waited until she was convinced that it was time to go to the hospital. The next 10 hours are pretty boring. It's just us sleeping while your mother is in labor, but there is not much going on. Then they gave your Mom medicine to induce contractions and start dialation. Some time later after a failing epidural, your mom was finally dilated. She pushed for 3 hours and nothing happened so finally they did a c-section. I was a little ill-prepared for the c-section. At this point in time, it is a major surgery with scalpels and mouth covers and all. They had me wait outside for what seemed like forever until they were ready to start the surgery. They they escorted me in and had me sit down beside your mom's head on the table. She was awake but numb from the diaphragm down. They said that when they get you out that I was going to stand up and take a picture of you. Well, I thought that they were going to present her or something. But when I stood up, I started to see a lot of red and silver from the surgeon's tools so I averted my eyes and snapped a picture blindly becuase I didn't want to see your Mom's insides. After everything that happened: - 28 hours of labor - 2 epidurals - 3 hours of pushing - 1 c-section I told your mom that she fell out of the pregnancy tree and hit every branch on the way down. So throughout the labor process I was thinking over and over, just get to the other side and you can stop worrying. Then they put you on the table and took me over to you and there you were. That's when I realized that the worrying was just beginning! You looked like my uncle john at first because your hair was stained red and you were so swollen from IV's and the pushing. It was unreal. Have you ever waited a long time to meet someone and then when you do you think that they don't look how I expected you to look. Your hands and feet (with the exception of your little toes, because your aunt is all over me for trying to say that you have my feet) look like mine. But at first your face didn't look much like either of us. It was wierd, usually babies have at least two things that look like one of the parents. Like the nose or the eyes. But it wasn't definitively one or the other. You were laying there crying and I put my finger in your hand and you grabbed it and started to cry less. Then I put my other hand on your body and you stopped crying all together. The nurse took you over so Brandy I and I could take pictures and hold you. Then I went with you to the nursery so you could get weighed. I had to step it up a little earlier than I thought because they were still tending to brandy. While I was there I was picking up all the tricks that others were using on the babies, like how to swaddle and such. Your Mom was impressed how I was able to just jump in and start doing stuff. When they were still tending to Brandy, the surgeon was teaching the student about the human body. Talking about where the bladder is and what the dark spot was on it etc. Then your Mom was like, "Hey doc, I want to be with my kid that I just spent 28 hours trying to get out!" I realize this message is a little long but it took me a week to get it written. When you were in the hospital with your mom for 3 more days it was OK because the nurses would bring you in for feeding and help take care of you. One night when I was walking home to take the dogs out I was thinking of you face. Then I realized something: Sometimes people fall in love for the first time when they are really young. And it doesn't even have to be a good relationship, It's just a chemical thing. It is sometimes so powerful that it effects a persons biology. Usually, these situations end very tough. And after that, when you fall in love, it is less intense than that first time. This is what happened to me, I never thought I would feel that way agian. Which isn't a bad thing, such is life. If everyone fell in love that way then everyone would be running around like lunatics, no one would go to work, etc. Well I was walking home from the hospital and i was thinking about your face. Then, I felt some bells and whistles go off in my head. I realized it was like I was falling in love for the first time, all over again. I can actually sniff you and get a buzz. I can feel the oxytosin in my brain getting let loose. Those first 48 hours after we brought you home were killer. I am told that it is always this way for babies. You ate every 2 hours. So after we wake you up, burp you, find everything, prep everything, uncloth you, change your diaper, feed you, burp you, help mom work the breast pump, and cloth you again,, there is only 1 hour left. And this is a 24 hour cycle. So finally after around 48 hours, we get faster at the routine and you take more time between feedings its more like 40min on, 1:20 off. Usually people take a lot of time off of work, but I didn't want to do that since I just started this job and my father has instilled in me a work ethic that I rarely see equaled. I want to bank my vacation days in case you get sick or brandy is going to have a meltdown, LOL. Also trying to get you breast fed. There are a lot of benefits from doing this. Whenever you eat the formula you fall right asleep but whenever you eat breastmilk you are wide awake and look like you are just learning like crazy. There is a energy drink right now called Red Bull. So now I alway joke around and ask you if you "got some of that Red Bulb." Thats all I have for now, Love You, Dad

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rainiekeyann17 32, Female, Virginia, USA - 4,563 views

Nov 2011
10:28 AM CDT

I had an awesome weekend and my weekend did not start out good but in the end, my weekend ended up great..!!! *sooo in love*

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djg 71, Male, California, USA - 1,673 views

Jan 2012
9:18 AM

4.5 hours on a flight last night. lower lumber is in a lot of pain.

Tags: stenosis

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Lostgrl781 38, Female, Massachusetts, USA - 4,897 views

Nov 2011
12:43 AM EDT

someday youll realize my mind has changed
and this relationship needs to be rearranged
Cant sleep without you without you �i feel strange
For now i dont wanna blow it so i keep these words caged

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markconnor 65, Male, United Kingdom - 24,352 views

Dec 2020
2:02 AM

last night

Took liz mattress and curtains to her flat vy nice -4th floor All almost one -got to cu final copper up top and lightand fire in flat. Radio 4 sauy wet and rain ,skies are clearing but will get colder for christmas .Mild today but grey 7to 8 deg. Mutant straining stopping the movement of fright every runing scare .All Brits under a european travel ban. Crisis meetings in europe and london. spoke to marg yesterday and mad Norwegian phned during the week. Martin still strippng out the pub. Euro tunal closed till the new strain has been checked

Tags: ac duct cleaning services, painting services in dubai

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heidelbury 62, Female, North Carolina, USA - 2,482 views

Dec 2011
5:18 PM PDT

Dreams

So I just started journaling.... Have wanted to do it for a while now..but takes too long to actually "write". Just purchased a new laptop which makes this so much easier!

Anyway, I am a prolific dreamer but sometimes just cannot understand why I have the dreams I have. �For instance, here is my dream last night. �I was in Paris with girlfriends. �Had been to a wedding... don't know whose wedding, although vague memory makes me think it was Kate Middleton's wedding and she and I were friends. �But in the dream I'm sitting at an outdoor cafe with girlfriends. �All of the sudden I realize my dog is with me but he runs away. �In real life, if he runs away he is gone and you have to trick him to come back.....In the dream, people keep bringing me dogs that they think are Shaker...but I know it is not him. �Until finally I tell them to look at his back leg -- he had ACL surgery when he was a puppy and has a scar. �I am so happy to have him back . �At that point I awake.

If anyone wishes to take a stab at interpreting I would be interested......

Tags: Dreams

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onealsc 31, Male, Texas, USA - 2,247 views

Dec 2011
8:26 PM EDT

sorry...this will be hard to follow...i think...

Maybe im being stupid...maybe im not... but i cant get over him. i love him with all that i am. it kills me that he is giving his love to someone else, and he acts like hes not. he continues to call me "baby" and "sweetie" and tell me that im beautiful. i was stupid to think that an angle like him could love ME. im not good enough for him... not now nor will i ever be. i cry every day. all i want is to come home and find him there, arms open wide, ready to have me back. the things i would do for him...the things ive already done for him...even after we broke up...
He got alcohol poisoning one day and i paid out of pocket for his stomach pumping. i had one of his friends take him to the hospital and everything. i bought him a plane ticket home when he was home sick, just so he could see his family and maybe have time to come say hey to me. but he didnt. i doesnt even have to want me back. love is supposed to be unconditional, and mine for him is.

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brandi2169 44, Female, Alabama, USA - 1,460 views

Feb 2012
3:14 PM CDT

feeling

today i am having one of my depressed moods. i try to think positive about thngs. i just got alot on my mind right. i go to bed with it on my mind i dont sleep. i wonder why my own mom dont called and even check on me well hell i am 30 dont �need mom i guess same with my sis i guess they hate me but i got my soon to be husband by myside least i do have some maybe its the weather its been raining and dark all day.today will get better i know it will think positive

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annierose 42, Female, Philippines - 1,741 views

Dec 2011
6:54 PM

My New Beginning

Goodbye 2011 I am going to face the new year with confidence Forget all the bad memories of the past Enjoy the present And dream towards the future

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snorkelinglover 70, Female, California, USA - 2,456 views

Jul 2012
4:39 PM

opportunities

I love the Sir Francis Bacon quote. Life will point the way to new opportunities if one is sensitive, prayerful, maintain a positive spirit. I am trying to forge new paths-- Susan, a single mom raising three teen daughters, two with heart transplants, divorced this August... I've been dealt some tough blows, but have been introduced to incredible people

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amod 41, Male, India - 4,665 views

Mar 2019
9:39 AM

Yuliya and Dimitry

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Misty Thrash 36, Female, Ohio, USA - 2,500 views

Apr 2012
1:49 PM

A Time In Life

There comes a time in life when you have to let go of all the pointless drama and all the people who create it. Surround yourself with people who make you laugh so hard that you forget the bad and focus on the good. After all, life is too short to be anything but HAPPY..... :-D

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kams 49, Male, Trinidad and Tobago - 1,923 views

Jan 2012
6:43 PM AST

Met with Chris. He wants Thursdays @ 330p off to pursue his cricket sport as well as most Saturdays. I advised him that it will decrease his salary by the hours not working as. Also we would allow it up until it becomes too much of an inconvenience then we would have to get someone else. (his feedback was that he really doesn't want another job because he likes to work here) Also spoke to him about frequent errors and the costs.

Tags: meeting with Chris

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Mundayk 40, Female, Australia - 1,518 views

Jan 2012
6:19 AM AEST

Just to let you know...

All my entries are Private. The way there meant to be. This isn't a blog. Only bloggers want the world to hear there rants.

I did however want something on my profile page.

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RonPrice 81, Male, Canada - 34,051 views

Dec 2012
5:43 AM

Microsoft-Google

In 1998 two Stanford graduate students, Larry Page and Sergey Brin, founded Google.com, a search engine that used a better technology than had previously existed for indexing and retrieving information from the immense miscellany of the World Wide Web

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hermes9 53, Female, Texas, USA - 1,603 views

Jan 2012
11:21 PM

Today was the fisrt day of my vaca.the day went by fast. I am enjoying it so much...

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pussywillow 73, Female, Kentucky, USA - 1,498 views

Jan 2012
1:03 AM EDT

I need to get motivated to start walking again. I took a short�yesterday afternoon,�� It felt so good, wind blowing in my hair, cool air on my face. I really need to do this everyday to get my stamina back after being in the hospital. I need to get my strength back so I can get in the garden this spring. I have to do it! I have to! You can help me diary!! Thanks

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