My Book Of Life

Jun 2007
7:14 PM EDT

MY PARENTS ARE FIGHTING AGAIN ABOUT MOVING LIKE IM SCARED I WANT TO MOVE BECASUSE I THINK IT WOULD BE BETTER FOR US BUT IM ONLY THINKING OF MY SELF WAT SHOULD I DO THEY ARE FIGHTING I DONT WANT THEM TO FIGHT SHOULD I TELL THEM WE SHOULD JUST MOVE OR SHOULDNT SAY ANYTHING AT ALL U KNOW I THINK I MADE MY MIND UP WE SHOULD MOVE EVEN THOUGH IM SCARED BUT WAT SHOULD I SAY I HATE TO C THEM FIGHT IT MAKES ME SAD AND SCARED I WISH I HAD SOMEONE TELL ME AND SAY EVERTHING IS GONNA BE ALLRIGHT DONT CRY I NEED A SHOULDER TO LEAN ON TO CRY ON BUT NOT MY PARENTS NOT MY FAMILY NOT MY FRIENDS BUT WHO I HAVE NOBODY I HAVE TO KEEP IT TO MY OWN AND BE HAPPY LIKE THIS BUT IM SUFFERING INSIDE IM SCARED IM SAD THESE DAYS HAVE BEEN ONE OF THE MOST SAD DAYS OF MY LIFE WE NEED MONEY WE NEED WORK SOMETIMES I WSH WE WERE RICH AND DIDNT HAE NOTHING TO WORRY BUT SOMETIMES WE DONT HAVE MONEY TO PAY THE RENT U KNOW AT NIGHT I PRAY TO GOD
GOD PLZ LET MY FAMILY DO GOOD LET US GET MONEY AND WE WERE DOING GOOD EVER SINCE MY UNCLE BORROW 10000 DOLLARS FROM US I HATE HIM I WISH I COULD GO BACK TO THE PAST AND STOP MY DAD FROM GIVING HIM THE MONEY AND NOW HE SAYS HE DOESNT HAVE MONEY TO PAY BACK TO US ND I HOPE ONE DAY ILL BE RICH AND GIVE MY PARENT S MONEY TO BUY A BEATIFUL HOUSE AND LET THEM GO ON VACATION THATS WHY I WANT TO ACCOMPLISH MY DREAMS I WANT TO BE A SUCCESSFUL FAHION DESIGNER AND BUY THE WHOLE WORLD FOR THEM BUT IM NEVER PREETTY OPEN MINDED TO MY PARENTS I WISH UPON A STAR TO MAKE MY PARENTS HAPPY AND BUY THE WHOLE WORLD FOR THEM I AM GONNA GO TO COLLEGE AND BE A SUCCESSFUL FASHION DESIGNER AND MAKE LOTS OF MONEY AND BE A HAPPY PERSON ONCE AGAIN CAUSE I SUFFER WITH MYSELF ONLY ME AND ONLY ME IVE NEVER TOLD ANYONE THIS B4 EXCEPT MY DIARY IT KNOWS EVERY LITTLE THING THAT HAPPENS TO ME FROM WHEN I FELL HAPPY TO WEN I FEL ANGRY TO WEN I FELL MAD THE ONLY THING THAT I CAN TELL THINGS TO IS MY DIARY

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1 comment(s) - 11:44 PM - 06/11/2007

Jun 2007
4:55 PM EDT

DO U KNOW WHAT NOW MY PARENTS SAID THAT WE WERENT MOVING LIKE WHAT THE HELL SO I WROTE MY FEELING ABOUT MOVING FOR NOTHING GOD BET U LATER THEY ARE GONNA SAY WE R MOVING THEN WE ARENT I FEEL SO DUMB LOL WELL I FOUND OU I WA GOING TO C OMAR ON THE 23 BECAUSE ITS ALEX 1ST COMMUNIAN YAY IM SO HAPY WELL BYE

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Jun 2007
11:03 AM EDT

RIGHT NOW I TURNED FROM A HAPPY PERSON WHO WAS STAYING AT HER HOMETOWN SOUTH GATE FROM A PERSON WHO IS MOVING TO A PLACE WITH TOTAL STRANGERS U KNOW THIS IS MY FIRST TIME MOVING WAT SHOULD MY EXPRESSION BE."IM SCARED" I WIH I COULD TELL MY MOM AND DAD HOW I FEEL BUT THEY WONT UNDERSTAND I DONT KNOW WHY BUT I NEVER BEEN OPENED UP WITH MY PARENTS I WISH THEY WERE LIKE IN TV WEN SOMETHING IS WRONG THEY WOULD COME AND TALK TO ME WHY DO I HAVE TO MOVE I DONT WANT TO MOVE I DONT WANT TO BE A NEW STUDENT I LOVE MY FRIENDS I DONT WANT TO LET THEM GO WEN I FINALLY MADE TRUE FRIENDS I WAS ALWAYS LONLEY WHY GOD I DONT WANT TO GO MY PARENTS DONT KNOW HOW I FEEL I WISH I COULD TELL THEM BUT ALL THAT MATTERS TO THEM IS TO FIND A BIGGER HOUSE BUT I DONT CARE IF I LIVE IN A SMALL HOUSE I SONT CRE AT LEAST I HAVE A ROO TO COVER ME AT NIGHT AND WHEN IT RAINS I WANT TO STAY HERE AND BE THE HAPPISET PERSON ON EARTH WITH MY BFFS BUT WAT CAN I SAY MY PARNTS DONT CARE ABOUT ME CAUSE IF THEY DID WE WOULDNT MOVE I KNOW MOVING IS FOR OUR OWN SAKE BUT WHY WE ARE HAPPY HERE IM HAPPY HERE WITH MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY SO WEN I MOVE IM GONNA HAVE TO START ALL OVER AGAIN GOD WHY AM I CRYING OMG I WISH I CAN TELL MY MOM AND DAD IM SCARED:( BUT I CANT IN MOVIES ITS SO EASY FOR PEOPLE TO MAKE FRIENDS BUT I AINT IN A MOVIE THIS IS REAL LIFE IM GONNA MISS EVERYONE THEY MEAN THE WORLD TO ME IVE NEVER MET FRIENDS LIKE THEM I WISH I CAN JUST SMILE AND SAY EVERYTHING IS GONNA BE OK BUT I DONT KNOW ALL I KNOW 1 YEAR LATER TODAY IS GONNA BE GONE AND BE THE PAST IT WILL BE MY PAST AND MY BFFS ARE GONNA BE MY PAST SO ILL PRAY TO GOD THAT THESE LAST DAYS OF SCHOOL PAST SUPER SLOW I WANT TO REMEMBER THSE DAYS FOREVER ILL BUY THE YEAR BOOK AND REMEBER MY SCHOOL THE BEST SCHOOL IN THE WORLD I WONDER IF OTHER PEOPLE OUT THERE WULD UNDERSTAND MY BROTHER AND SISTER WONT CAUSE THEY ALREADY GRADUATED SO ITS EASY FOR THEM BUT WHAT ABOUT ME MOM HUH WAT ABOUT ME IM HERE TOO ARENT U GONNA LISTEN TO WAT I HAVE TO SAY I GUESS NOT BECAUSE IF U DID U WULD KNOW IF U WERE IN MY PLACE U WOULD UNDERSTAND BUT U DONT

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