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11
May 2008
1:29 PM CDT
   

things are going sorta great..i think my love bart is actually want to go back with me..idk i hope so i beg for that..i love him so much that i want him back so much,,,that is my only wish i want is for bart to love me back as much as i love him and we be together..so corny but so true..that is my only wish
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17
Apr 2008
1:20 PM CDT
   

was good..im starting to fade bart more and more away :) im glad..i can move on..i dont want another boyfriend..especially from that school...they are so dumb and not worth my time ...so yeah im moving on and cant wait til the future..ill just have to pass thru life like i dont care because if i stop at every bump that i come onto..then ill nvr make it to the finish line where something is waiting for me :)
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30
Mar 2008
5:39 PM CDT
   

im so hurt..i realzie my friends hate me and that they dont care about me worth anything..and i been trying to keep up this charade about not letting any of this hurt me..but it does.. i can cry and slit my wrist for life and i wont feel better.. the guy i love love someone else...and i have to play like it doesnt hurt but it does.i have nobody to go to and i cant let myself look all ragged and torn up, because my grandma told me to keep my head up and go on..i cant at all..:( i just cant at all...i just wanna lay on my bed and bleed to death in peace. i wanna fall asleep and nvr wake up..but i cant..i have to face everything...tomorrow im not looking forward to...i hate life soo bad..backstabbers and nvr was my friends...i feel so special...not really i feel like total crap..and i cant take it anymore
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19
Mar 2008
1:24 PM CDT
   

once again i forgot to write :) im doing better...me and bart are in a messed up relationship...tho i love him
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06
Dec 2007
10:49 AM CDT
   

yay

Well its been a while since i even wrote in here but let me tell u what happen over these months. I came back to baton rouge to live with my mom. She said that its gonna get better but actually it got worse. I go to Robert. E. Lee high school where right now we are fighting for our school to stay open. Another is i been through so many relationships that is pathetic to talk baout. But i think i found someone his name is Bart. He is really cool. Today i skip 6th and 7th hour to go with him to this aubruium or soemthing like that. We had fun and he wants me to be his girlfriend i said yes. I rlly like bart, but my friend nadia hates him. I dont know why, but she does. Anyways we had fun, he has his car and all so it was convient. THo he is 18im 15 but i turn 16 before he turns 19. which is good. Anyways we had fun. Well that was easy to catch up with im back with stories to tell and how i am going along in the present. Im doing good actually....honestly i like school. I have real friends now. and im happy. For real i am. No forcefully sex that these other guys use to inflict on me. I think that im really going to have a good time here at good ole Lee high. Right now im at the library fixen to go home. Bart had to drop me home here so he can go and pick up his mom from work. I think that is so sweet. Anyways im fixen to go home. Please anybody out there email me so i can keep writing. [email protected]. will always answer replies. I wanna become a lil bit more social. sooo hit me up lol. Cya later

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02
Mar 2007
7:37 AM CDT
   

todya was jeans day so i [put on a pair of jeans on. me and nick are going to do something after school. yay. i cnat wait. lol anyways i have this notebook and writing in it like crazy. i show my feelings. its great. anyways this summer i plan to go to jamaica with chantel. its going to be tons and tons of fun. i cant wait! well i better get back to work. byes!
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01
Mar 2007
3:22 AM CDT
   

its the end o0f febuary and i cant wait for march. new boyfreidn and new life things are looking good for me
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20
Feb 2007
7:42 AM CDT
   

hey wats up well i decided to get back on my game and start writing again i have so much to talk about like how i had went thru two boys to find the right one. his name is nick me and him started to go out and on valentine's day he bought me this japense cherry blossom stuff out of bath and body. god it smells so good and i rlly like him alot. rlly. well i am making great grades and i have a new puppy. her name is bunki she is a mut. yeah she is she is a german shepard and a chow. she is soo pretty and getting pretty big. (real big) me and my daddy are trying to make things right but we seem like we dont see eye to eye which is really annoying. oh well we will work thigns out hopefully. anyways gotta get back to work. byes
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16
Feb 2007
5:15 AM CDT
   

sorry its been a while. i got a new boyfriend name nick we r having a great time. i have so much to tell so i will have to do it later. i am still in memphis being a hot girl rocking and being eye candy. so i 'll write as soon as possible
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11
Dec 2006
12:51 PM CDT
   

hey wats u[p anyways i'm in memphis with my daddy and wow i got a new abf andyways i just been really busy so i hope everybody didnt miss me to much i miss yall alot. well i am wirting this new story so i am goingot write it as soon as i can anyways gotta finish the rest of my email. love ya
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04
Nov 2006
11:29 AM CDT
   

okay today i am still like doing this rlly major project its rlly hard. oh yeah patrick stil hasnt moved on ..he should..he dumped me! because his love is mutal or something iwas like oh well anyways g2g cya soon
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03
Nov 2006
2:53 AM CDT
   

i thik deon doesnt lik eme anymore and it kinda hurts. i dont know why but i have this feeling that we arent the same anymorea nd there is probably another girl but i dont care anymore i haveot finish up skool first and then i will worry about some boy but now i have to do some work cya
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02
Nov 2006
4:35 PM CDT
   

the pic is osmtehing me and my freidn caleb and daniel drew. i drew the clothes and the face caleb is obesses wit the body and daniel drew the cute lil chibis. he like the on that is trying to kill me lol
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02
Nov 2006
4:33 PM CDT
   

omfg i am so tired trying to do all this work is killing me literally ia m tired i wanna sleep i rlly want to cry because pressure and fustration is killing me horribly. i wanna b the best student i want to be summa cum luad . i think thats how u spell it. anywas this project is the bigest pressure about argentina. i wonder if they have anybody from argentina thats on her maybe they can give me some current events . yeah. that would be kool . anyways i have no more creative thougths for now. its all about skool work and grades it hurts. all i do now is sleep a lil do homework while listening to music and research well i barely have time to finsihy wirting all of my fustration i am very tired i guess i will try to get some sleep. i dont care if its only an hour sleep.i always have a metnal alarm clock to wake me up at 3:30 in the morning and i dotn be tried. so i got to go. cya later
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01
Nov 2006
4:03 PM CDT
   

today was alright me adn deon made out as always i found out he smokes weed. i am like thats kool cause i cant judge and stop loving cause of that. i love him and there is no problem smoking weed i think. but anywasys i am doing a 500 point project on argentina. so if u wanna help leave some comments. i am planning to get all 500 points. so i will write to ya later bye ^_^
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27
Oct 2006
1:31 PM CDT
   

i give my loyalty and respect to my freinds. i be the best freind. and i get nothing but backstabbing. so i wihsed i nvr gave my friend ship to everybody but the ppl that deserved it. like my bff noor. she is the best freind. ever
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24
Oct 2006
1:57 AM CDT
   

today is nerd vs jock day but i didnt dress up. bu t tomorrow is throw back day so i am going ot try and dress up like in the 20's. anywyas deon and i are still kissing like mad. friday is the fall fair and i are in the french club. so i am goin ot help out. well i gotta go. cya later
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23
Oct 2006
3:04 PM CDT
   

yes i did and then i pretende to be that person for a very long time and then i really realize who i was and it kinda surprise cause pretending to be that person made me go into lala land and that i really wasnt facing reality.
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23
Oct 2006
1:58 AM CDT
   

its been a while since i wrote an entery so let me say i got suspended for two days for tardies. me and deon are like back in action and he seem to keep his paws on me lol. i love him. this morning i swear those hands of his just reach for my ass. i was like DEON! and he was saying well u know i cant help it. lol but oh well it kinda truned me on..oops the bell rang let me go to class. cya
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16
Oct 2006
3:39 PM CDT
   

hey this gotta be the best site ever idk if this does html but try it. IMVU - The World's Greatest 3D Chat
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