I reached the end of Twilight today.

It was as amazing as i thought it would be. =]

That book is like a dream...

Since i started reading the series, i've dream't of it...

Vampires...Blood...Love...
*sigh*
and Edward...

I wonder what i'll dream tonight?

ByTheWay: My next entry will be longer, it's just that once i enter my little world...*laughes quietly*...you never know when i'll be back.

Be who you are and say what you feel

Because those that matter, don't mind.

And those that mind , don't matter.

Since you moved to Portland:

I've expected things -

•   that you'd call me.
•   that you might miss me.
•   that you would want to hear from me.                    

When I expect from anyone I am open to disappointment. I know this, I've disappointed other people.

I'm trying to see it your way. I don't want to nag at you and make it worse. But-but-but there's always a but, it's that I call you, I miss you and I want to hear from you. So I think you might have the same feelings. Also, I'm your mom, I'm the one that loves you always.

I think you're ok but when I call, email or send something in the mail and you don't respond I start wondering if something's wrong. I get anxious.

I emailed you about this and as expected no response.

Heya,

so skinnys are IN now ... =\ then everyone who didnt like them before... starts liking them. People who HATED them before hates them even more. It's kinda weird.. this whole fashion trend. Why not just be what you want to be.. wear what you want to wear instead of ... following what people wear?

Is that the whole meaning of shallow? i dunno.. probably not .

Its crazy how last year you meet these people who look so different from what they look like now? People change. But you wouldn't expect them to all LOOK exactly the same strutting down the halls. =O WEll , they do .

IT was like when everyone didn't care what they wore.. now its like a big big thing.

it's only been 12 months.

anyways. I gots more money to put in the bank =D i'm so glad i decided to babysit more this week.  WIthout spending much money i earned in th past two weeks. i have $ 60.00!  CHA-CHING!

yum yum . money

Now.. i cant spend it becuz.. i need to save up for christmas. cuz before you know it.. christmas will just be a week away and you would be stuck with no presents because... well. you spent all your money. then.. this christmas would be a sad sad sad sad christmas. It's even worse that there's BARELY any snow. or none at all ... its almost the end of november! SNOW SNOW SNOW. make our christmas a white white christmas . Everyone else wants a brown christmas. But without snow.. it wouldn't really seem like christmas. =( would it? i'm still thinking of my list. theres like.. tons of stuff under my name. but i have to think of what to get mom.. and dad... and phil... and ... friends. and cousins. I'm so glad i have money . cuz if i didn't . there wouldn't be a point in planning this all out HEHAw

catcha later

love,

              blahbee