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07
Aug 2006
1:58 AM CST
   

Doctor appt this morning - that about says it - wonder what kind of drugs he'll have me take now!! (really am better)!
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05
Aug 2006
6:09 AM CST
   

Feeling extremely irritated today - have no idea why - actually I was supposed to go somewhere today - have an anniversary party also - just not feeling up to it. Should I go, probably. Force myself? Why can't I just get out there? Frustrating - hope all have a nice weekend = very hot and humid - yuck - I like being indoors - but I don't think it's very healthy for me.
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03
Aug 2006
4:10 AM CST
   

well, it's back to hot - my husband just left on a trip and won't be back until Saturday. I feel bad thinking and feeling that I just love my "alone" time - very much needed. Otherwise I feel pressure to entertain or to talk when I really don't feel like it - now and can just let loose and my babies, pookie and sammie, can't talk back but they sure can brighten a person's day.
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29
Jul 2006
9:03 AM PM
   

It's the weekend and there's nothing to do once again - we're talking high humidity and 90's - I think I have finally found the right medications after 6 1/2 months of trying new and different drugs. Now I feel more in control - I feel like having to deal with myself exhausts me - and now I have to try and save my marriage. He has told me he cannot take it anymore - how i'm unable to make a decision and stick to it or how often I change my mind. Says it's giving him stomach problems and headaches - and he makes no effort to hide that from me. I'm rambling I know but sometimes life just seeems unfair.
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25
Jul 2006
4:22 PM CST
   

doing great, must be manic - come to think of it I have been shopping for useless knick knacks and such.
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23
Jul 2006
7:52 AM CST
   

too early too tell..............
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21
Jul 2006
9:41 AM CST
   

Feeling pretty good. keeping sleep habits rather routinely - although its definitely harder on the weekends when my husband is home - he is an early bird. oh well, just wanted to say hi to everyone and hope you all have a good weekend.
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19
Jul 2006
10:23 AM CST
   

Good morning - time flys when you are having a good day, which I am again today. It feels wonderful, just wish it wasn't so dang hot outside. Hope everyone gets in at least one smile today.
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17
Jul 2006
7:58 AM CST
   

Monday - I woke up feeling refreshed and awake this morning - how different is that - i refuse to dwell on the fact that yesterday I was practically miserable and certain that everything was gray and today i see the world in a new and positive way. I refuse to dwell on what I will wake up to tomorrow morning.
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15
Jul 2006
7:12 AM CST
   

Hi: I am diagnosed as having bipolar disorder. I have been seeing a doctor since the first of the year and am still making changes to my medications. This has been a frustrating six months. I have not been able to work, I had been self medicating with alcohol for the previous year and since I quit, it just seems every day brings more misery. Today I do not wish to be near anyone, or have to go anywhere, but back to bed.
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  • Username: sunny
  • Gender / Age: Female, 39
  • Location: USA - Wisconsin
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    About Me: I'm in the middle of a divorce, which won't be final until August 23rd. I feel like I am in limbo. I've been diagnosed with bipolar disorder, depression and social anxiety. I have not worked in 6 years. I want my life to be normal in any way possible but right now it feels impossible. I don't even know anyone else who has this type of problem and I wish I did so I could get some hints on how to better live life. Sometimes it doesn't feel worth living.

    Interests: Reading, crafts, movies, journalling, candles, spray painting old shelves, shopping, and family of course.

    Favorite Music: I love heavy metal, always have since I was 16. My fav band is Metallica b-4 jason left. Audio Slave, Nickelback, system of a down are a few of my favorites.

    Favorite Movies: I am a horror fanantic. Anything horror, I will see - even if it is cheesy.

    Favorite Television: Don't care too much to watch tv - cannot stay still enough to finish a program. Have that problem with movies too, however, I do get the pause button with that

    Favorite Books: Dean Koontz - anything horror, Richard Laymon, Stephen King,

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