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07
Jan 2011
2:23 AM
Happy New Year - I have yet to make any resolutions. I will pick a day - possibly January 18 to start exercising. That is my biggest weakness - I have all this time yet I don't exercise and I want to lose weight or should I say create a new habit of better health - after all it's all the rage nowadays. To be healthier -:)
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25
Nov 2010
1:53 AM
Thanksgiving is here; I'm grateful for family and friends to share with.
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26
Oct 2010
7:26 AM CST
it's almost halloween........my favorite holiday of the year.......no plans...........as usual......becky's having a party but I am in no mood to go. Things are picking up for the first two weeks in November. Therapy and DVR - wonder how that will go.
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19
Oct 2010
5:24 AM CST
Wow, it's Tuesday. Sometimes the days go by really fast. Today I am doing laundry and reading mail. Not very exciting but it's a start. will try to clean up room some. maybe vaccuum all the cat hair.
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19
Oct 2010
5:01 AM CST
Wow, it's Tuesday. Sometimes the days go by really fast. Today I am doing laundry and reading mail. Not very exciting but it's a start. will try to clean up room some. maybe vaccuum all the cat hair.
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18
Oct 2010
9:40 AM CST
I've had alot of brainstorming ideas...........unfortunately, I didn't have pen and paper at the moment so now I have forgotten them!!!!! It's not all the time the lightbulb is on overhead! I want to lose weight - go for a walk or ride bike - that simple along with a sensible eating plan. Or slimfast as of right now. I can do it!:) I'm trying to keep that smile pasted. Packers lost yesterday in overtime for the second time in a row. bummer
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14
Oct 2010
9:23 PM CST
I just checked
my homepage and it seems I use a lot of negative phrases and words. Interesting. I put down that cookie this morning after one bite. Trying to keep on smilling.:)
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14
Oct 2010
7:21 PM CST
It is 2am friday morning. Today I will start with good habits and follow through with them tomorrow. I will try and if I fail, I will try again.
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08
Oct 2010
9:23 AM CST
Tired, but making myself stay awake most of the day - it doesn't help that there is nothing to do around here. Well there is, I just don't have the motivation. I paid my mom $10 to do the dishes today. Just feel overwhelmed when I have to do something.
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06
Oct 2010
8:39 AM CST
Still tired.......can't seem to make myself do anything productive during the day. Called the DVR and they sent me paperwork to fill out; however, I have trouble filling out paperwork so there it sits. Some days I wonder why I bother getting out of bed, I feel sick. Stopped taking the clonazepam and now I am more clearheaded, but it just makes me question my behavior.
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11
Sep 2010
9:03 PM CST
This bipolar depression is getting the best of me and I can't seem to put a stop to it..............I am so very tired all day long.
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04
Jul 2010
7:03 AM CST
It's the 4th of July. Haven't decided if I am going to watch the fireworks tonight or not. They really aren't a big deal for me. Was supposed to have cookout with friends but that got cancelled, too bad cause I was looking forward to the kebabs!! Oh well, family cookout tomorrow, having kebabs there too!
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29
Jun 2010
10:34 PM CST
Don't really know what to do today. I have no ambition nor motivation. I don't know why that is. I just have to do - according to my therapist. But there's not that much to do.
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29
Jun 2010
7:43 PM CST
Don't really know what to do today. I have no ambition nor motivation. I don't know why that is. I just have to do - according to my therapist. But there's not that much to do.
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28
Jun 2010
4:24 AM CST
Don't really know what to do today. I have no ambition nor motivation. I don't know why that is. I just have to do - according to my therapist. But there's not that much to do.
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27
Jun 2010
8:43 PM CST
I did nothing last year in the winter months due to my depression and SAD........this year I will get out and change that.
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26
Jun 2010
7:08 AM CST
I did nothing last year in the winter months due to my depression and SAD........this year I will get out and change that.
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24
Jun 2010
7:36 PM CST
Waiting in limbo..................
is how I feel. My divorce will not be final until August 23rd and during this time I feel like I'm just waiting for it to be over, like my life has stopped. Yet, my therapist tells me to go slow, I feel as if I am missing out on life.
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23
Jun 2010
4:16 AM CST
Waiting in limbo..................
is how I feel. My divorce will not be final until August 23rd and during this time I feel like I'm just waiting for it to be over, like my life has stopped. Yet, my therapist tells me to go slow, I feel as if I am missing out on life.
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19
Jul 2009
3:51 AM CST
I am soo stressed at the moment. There is a picnic in our little today and it's something to do, yet i'm hesitant about going and i don't know why. wish i did, actually i don't know what to do with myself right - read, clean, watch tv, sleep - i just can't make up my mind or decide. what do other people in this situation do?
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About Me:
I'm in the middle of a divorce, which won't be final until August 23rd. I feel like I am in limbo. I've been diagnosed with bipolar disorder, depression and social anxiety. I have not worked in 6 years. I want my life to be normal in any way possible but right now it feels impossible. I don't even know anyone else who has this type of problem and I wish I did so I could get some hints on how to better live life. Sometimes it doesn't feel worth living.
Interests:
Reading, crafts, movies, journalling, candles, spray painting old shelves, shopping, and family of course.
Favorite Music:
I love heavy metal, always have since I was 16. My fav band is Metallica b-4 jason left. Audio Slave, Nickelback, system of a down are a few of my favorites.
Favorite Movies:
I am a horror fanantic. Anything horror, I will see - even if it is cheesy.
Favorite Television:
Don't care too much to watch tv - cannot stay still enough to finish a program. Have that problem with movies too, however, I do get the pause button with that
Favorite Books:
Dean Koontz - anything horror, Richard Laymon, Stephen King,
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