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Monday - Oct. 20, 2008 - 8:19 AM - CST - #106

I feel as if I need someone to hold my hand and guide me through each and everyday. I just can't take it

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1 comment(s) - 10:07 PM - 10/20/2008

Saturday - Jul. 5, 2008 - 4:48 PM - CST - #105

I Got a JOB!! I start monday as a security officer. I'm freaking out anxiety wise, but ready to start a new life and have a social life again.

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Sunday - May 18, 2008 - 5:43 PM - CST - #104

Sometimes, I don't even have a clue as to what day it is. I think I need to return for some ECT treatments. I have one good day, where I'm zipping around, and then the next day I can barely get out of bed. It's so disturbing, how is this going to affect the next job I get? Everything worries me these days. I am a wreck.

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Thursday - May 8, 2008 - 10:59 AM - CST - #103

I am so bored, I have nothing to do at all besides wait by the phone for that job or interview. I need some hobbies.

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Saturday - May 3, 2008 - 2:51 PM - CST - #102

hmmm......Saturday - my mother and sisters went rummaging this morning. As much as I would have liked to have gone, I have no need of things right now as there is nowhere to put them. I also had this headache again - don't know where they are coming from............so I slept pretty much all day - my to do list for the day is To Take A Shower!! Voila.

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Wednesday - Apr. 30, 2008 - 4:10 PM - CST - #101

Sent out a ton of resumes yesterday - no calls yet. I can only keep my fingers crossed. No word from the Dollar Tree where I supposedly had a job, however I managed to sabotage myself for no reason I can think of by not starting the day they wished. So, I only have me to blame. Anyway, talked things out with my husband, but do I really believe he is sincere? And what about the feelings I had for the Matthew I met (whom I called and he never called back), but if he had, would I still have feelings for my husband. I am so confused right now, I just want to be left alone, yet at times I feel as if I am the only person around.

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Saturday - Apr. 26, 2008 - 9:51 AM - CST - #100

Nothing at all to positively say this week - except better luck next time.

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Tuesday - Apr. 22, 2008 - 3:24 PM - CST - #99

Does anybody have any idea how I would go about finding someone in the area with only the name and age to go on?

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Tuesday - Apr. 15, 2008 - 11:24 AM - CST - #98

I need some pointers on getting energy during the day. I always have good intentions when I awake, however, just doing little things (meds are responsible too) make me tired and I just want to crawl under the covers and sleep. Coffee is not even helping anymore.

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Tuesday - Apr. 15, 2008 - 10:55 AM - CST - #97

Still job hunting and interviewing, very stressful. Did have a traffic accident that really put a damper on my mood so I have been doing alot of sleeping lately.

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Tuesday - Apr. 15, 2008 - 6:05 AM - CST - #96

testing entry

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Friday - Apr. 4, 2008 - 9:56 AM - CST - #95

I am finally feeling balanced out. I decided to go with ECT for my bipolar disorder and as scary as it was, that and the change of meds has made an exceptional change in the way I look at things and the way I perform daily tasks. My prayers were finally heard.

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Tuesday - Apr. 1, 2008 - 11:17 AM - CST - #94

PLEASE HELP ME TO FIND MATTHEW J. SULLIVAN, 35, STEVENS POINT, WISCONSIN, IRAQUI VETERAN. WE BRIEFLY MET AT A ST. MICHAELS HOSPITAL IN JANUARY OF THIS YEAR. I NEED TO LET HIM KNOW THAT HE IS IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS EACH DAY AND I DO NOT KNOW WHERE TO REACH HIM. THANK YOU EVERYONE.

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Saturday - Feb. 23, 2008 - 10:48 AM - CST - #93

No change, just get up to watch the day go by and hope the next is better.

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Saturday - Jan. 26, 2008 - 6:43 AM - CST - #92

I have lost all track of time, I believe it is the 26th of January - I voluntarily decided to go with electo convulsive therapy bcuz of my manic depression struggle for 2 years. Has this worked for anyone else?

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Monday - Dec. 31, 2007 - 2:41 PM - CST - #91

A happy new year to all and may it be filled with your wishes and dreams

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Tuesday - Dec. 11, 2007 - 7:31 AM - CST - #90

how do you not spend your day worrying?

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Saturday - Dec. 8, 2007 - 4:20 PM - CST - #89

I'm afraid there won't be anything to be happy looking back at my life.

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Thursday - Dec. 6, 2007 - 2:14 PM - CST - #88

everything is the same right now. I just want to leave my husband and try to start over. it seems impossible right now. he takes my truck everyday and leaves to go work with a buddy who might give him 20 bucks for helping - not per day either. the job he was confident about fell through and I feel like a prisoner in my own home.

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Thursday - Nov. 29, 2007 - 3:31 PM - CST - #87

I am waiting on social security benefits right now. Had to get a lawyer. It's driving me crazy being in the house all the time, especially since the cable is off - ha ha, even if i could go somewhere I have no money to do anything. Is this just self pity and what do I do about it?

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Username: sunny
Gender / Age: Female, 35
Location: USA - Wisconsin