Hey just wanted to say our first friendly date didn’t end up happening, we did have a minor argument, but it all good, we made up. Its our 12th week since we first met, and this are like up and down, there are times when she’s interested and there are time she is just not in the mood to talk. But the times where she is into the conversation its amazing its like am moment, and I feel it inside me that she likes me.
But she did tell me she is starting to like me like 2 weeks ago, so I don’t know if the situation is still the same or got better. But i am doing my best, I can say that if I take my sweet time with Nevena, we will become more than friends.
We were suppose to chill this Monday which was changed from Saturday due to bad weather, and the fact that she was busy. So yea Monday was cancelled, 3rd time this happened. Well she said she is still coming thrusday to Sheridan with me. But I am sure she’s going to cancel like she did the last 3 times.
My mom got a flat tire on the silver van, and I am hoping my dad still lets me take the red 1 to college. So its easier for me to take Nevena to Sheridan. I am kind of hoping that her best friend Linda dosent come so me & Nevena can spend some quality time together withough linda or any1 else bothering us.
I don’t know why for some reason, there are times where she likes me, and there are times where shes not sure. I don’t know what I am doing wrong but I would love it if me and her can work it out. She said to me “I just wanna take things really slow, so I know forsure that I feel the same way... I don't wanna just, go out and then realize I don't feel the same way.. I just wanna take things slow and be friends for now.” i can wait, the slower we go the better it is for us, i respect her decision and support it. But if she can give me a sign, once I na while to hang in there I be happy. I just don’t wanna end up in a situation where I wait for her for like year or 2 then, in the end I don’t get her or it dosent work out. Now I really like her, and wanna work things out, but I guess I gotta wait…