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Mar 2007
2:37 PM EDT

well i asked lisa outr "hey i was thinking u wanna go out and see a movie sometime, when u and me are both avaliable?" she was like "i dont have a fav movie which is in theatre right now, but i will think about it" she looked like she was gonna cry, u know when u talk to people, and u kind of see their tears now i feel like shit. it hurts. i feel so miserible. people are telling me to give it another try, like ask her out in couple of weeks.

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1 comment(s) - 09:17 AM - 03/13/2007

Mar 2007
10:48 AM EDT

lol well i chickned out, i was gonna ask her out. but i chickned out. i have to do it. and situation with annetta well its back to phase 1. she will be ignoring me, and i will be ignoring her. oh well shes always like that. the next time we talk i am gonna come out stright that friendship with her is not worth it. becasue we always end up in getting a fight. beside she bought herself into this by herself. all i did was told lindsay the truth about annetta. out of all the girls annetta is the bitchiest i have ever met in my entire life. shes even more bitchier than my sister. no wonder why shes still single. good luck finding a bf with your condition. situation with lisa. i am gonna try this time. i just hope she says yess, and become my gf. PS: here is the pic of aneta

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Mar 2007
8:20 PM EDT

hey things between me and lisa are still good. me ad her finally spend time together on break after 2 weeks. i really missed her. she kind of didnt feel like seeing me, part of me feels that way, becasue i am the only 1 making a move on her, like do i have to do all the work? i was gonna ask her out today but i dont think shes gonna say yes. i mean look at it i am 18/skinny/brown. she is 23/white/hott. seriously i know lisa would never hurt me like amanda did. maybe its true, what damien said. me and lisa will never be. i just lisa knew how i felt, and give me a sign that she wants me to proceed, or like avoid me to tell me not do it.

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Feb 2007
10:11 PM EDT

hey its been a long time, i have been bus with college. but yea, think between me and lisa have been really good. i mean before we were just like hey wass up thats it, now, after finding out something in common we are actually closer. we both have the same dream which is to move up north, where its dark and u can see all the stars at night. i mean i feel really closer to her now. i cant stop thinking about her. everytime i ask her to come on break with me, she comes. there are time where she cant come but its ok. there are times where i ask her to come and she tells me she will come to pick me up, the best part is she always comes to pick me up when she says she will come. even though i liked her 7 months ago, i am coming back, i think if i give it more time i can get her, but becasue of my bad record at work, i might not be able to get her. i wanna ask her out, i wanna be with her. but i dont wanna loose her. lisa is always in my mind, everytime she goes out of my head i feel like emptyness. if i get her, she would be the best thing ever happen to me. sometimes i wished lisa knew how i felt about her. i dont care, she came from a dumass school, i dont care, for her looks, i dont care what car she drives, i dont care how old she is. all i care for is lisa, She taken over my heart. i am glad that she stole it. now i just have to find a way to make it official.

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Dec 2006
2:13 PM EDT

i worked since 6am, i was heading home i saw annetta, she looked so beautiful without her uniform, with her real life clothes. i was pissed off because of a customer. after i was in the car. i just felt sad again. why do girls do this shit? i had to use my driving rage just to get rid off the sadness. i dont know how long i will be able to keep up the anger to put away my sadness.

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Dec 2006
8:05 PM EDT

Today was ok. nothing happend. just went to the dentist and yea ignoring annetta is pretty hard but its what i have to do. i did see her couple of times, she started tell her friends shit about me. all i wanted to do was become friends with her. i bought that birthday gift as a friend. seriously it hurt me like a punch when damian told me, how annetta feels about me.

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Dec 2006
3:14 PM EDT

i bought my self a home theatre. it sounds so good omg. i love it oh yeah. after my first brake i was heading back to my area, when i was her beautiful face, her beautiful smile. m heart started to pound again. u know who it was. it was shannon. i said hey wass up? to her. and she smiles and waves at me. sounds like she has not forgotten me. after when she left i looked back she was gone. then it hit me. that was my best chance to catch up with her and get her email. i swear i was about to cry. overrall it was a pretty boring day, casue like before annetta is avoiding me again. My friend Pat made me realize something, girl they always go for that mr.perfect guy, however they dont know that mr. perfect is standing right in front of them untill, they get hurt.

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Dec 2006
3:07 PM EDT

although things were not working with annetta, i decided to just move on. yesterday i gave samar the paris hilton perfume, which i was suppose to give to annetta, she rejected to accept it, i was like what am i going to do with the gift. i cant take it home. i gace it to samar. and bonnie she kind of felt left out. so i decided to buy her mcdonalds. bonnie is so cute. she is always there for me. out of all the people i hang out with she is the online 1 consider a true friend, and i respect her and kelly a lot. when i took bonnie to macdonalds we had a blast i would love to chill with her again.

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Dec 2006
8:11 AM EDT

well i was working on wednesday. Damian told me the truth, that annetta is scared of me. which means i am a creep but in a nice way. the reason why she thinks i am a creep is becasue, she thinks i am gonna screw up her reputation. like i did with my ex amanda. well she bought is on herself, by cheating on me. all she wanted from me was sex. which i didn give it to her, so she decided to cheat on me with dave matthews. anyways. i did run into annetta today, she is pretty and sweet. we had a good talk. i told her i have her present if she wants it, she said she will receieve it later, which means she dosent want to accept the present, well it does hurt a little, but what can u do. girls are just girls. i wanna go up to her face and ask her, why am i so creepy? whats so scary about me? i am just being friendly. maybe i get a little too friendly.

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Dec 2006
2:47 PM EDT

Well i have the whole gift ready for annetta, all i have to do it give it to her. i thought she was gonna star her shift at 2:00pm but i looked at the schedule wrong. if did feel a little sad. mike, samar. told me not to give her the gift, cause she will think that shes desperate. that is true if she takes it the wrong way. u never know untill u try. oh well wat can u do u have to roll somehow.

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Dec 2006
10:35 PM EDT

well i bought a nice b-day present for annetta. its a paris hilton perfume. i just have to get it wrapped. i hope she will love it. idk when is she working. so i will have to ask her. andrew told me to ask her out for her birthday, the reason why he said that is becasue if she rejects me then i know she was using me for the present. lets hope she will like it. maybe it might make her realize that i am serious about her, and give her some feelings for me. and i think she might already know that i like her.

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Dec 2006
9:45 PM EDT

On Monday i had a nice conversation with Annetta, shes a really beautiful girl. and i dont like her just because she has good looks. See she has something that like magical, idk what it is, but i love it. its like phaazaaz. After break she asked me as a joke i think, if i am getting her a present. i am definately going to get her something of her like. My friend Rajwinder thinks i should ask her out. i really want to, but its rejection which is going to hurt. beside if i ask her out then, shes gonna feel guilty about the present and say yes. i dont want a yes in a feelling sorry way. trust not worth it. maybe later on i should. I dont know when ever shes around me, i get this feeling, and i like loose my breath. I wanna be with her.

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1 comment(s) - 01:26 PM - 12/14/2006

Dec 2006
1:37 PM EDT

I have learned something. Its better 2 give up and let destiny take over. just enjoy life, be your self. and if your lucky, u will find sum1. & Even if your talking to a girl, just be like i dont know. if i be a desperate person then i will never find sum1.

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1 comment(s) - 03:26 PM - 12/06/2006

Dec 2006
7:32 PM EDT

its been a hectic week. college, hwk, work. well today i saw annetta again. i dont know i got that sad feeling again. and all i did today was say wass up to her. should i start avoiding her?, actually she might be avoiding me, cause she didnt talk to at all today. Maybe 1 day me and annette might be together. On wednesday, me & andrew, went christmas shopping. He first bought a $10 dimond ear rings for his girl, but then he thought to him self, and then bought her $200 diamond ear rings for his girl. i swear i felt so jealous. i couldnt stop cussing him off. It would be nice for me to buy $200 ear rings for sum1 that i love. but whats the point, i am no chick magnet. i am not good with girls. i keep hearing, 1 day i will find sum1. this is just 1 battle of life that i lost.

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Nov 2006
9:28 PM EDT

hey i know its been a long time, but i have been busy with college. I used to like this girl annetta, along time ago, she found out from 1 of her friends then ignore/avoid me for like 1 month/half, after me and her became like acquaintance, and talked a little. Oneday, I asked her for her for her msn, so I can get to know her and then later ask her out. First of all she says, how do you know my name with attitude, then I told her how lol, then she says what do you want? I askher her for her msn, she says, she doesnâ€™t go on msn (which means rejection), the next day me and her had a like a argument, where she avoided and ignored me 4 like a month. well on Friday, the girl i used to like annetta was doing returns (putting items back which people didnâ€™t buy), at work asked me, if was working tomorrow (Saturday), I said yea noon to close, she said she might call in sick, she wasnâ€™t feeling well. Then leaves, On her next shipment of returning items (around after 1 hour), comes back and tells me something about her new shoes, I could hear what it was, but i said nice shoes. She said thanks and leaves then today (Sunday) i went on break with me and my friends, and I saw Annetta with a new employee in the lunch room. She was sitting on the couch; we decided to sit in the couch in front of hers, since itâ€™s soft. Then suddenly the new girl says, time to head back, Annetta says something, I couldnâ€™t hear, I think she was on her lunch. So sheâ€™s chilling with us, we all talked and laugh, While the conversation she was looking at me a lot (at least. I think), I was looking her 2. then my break was done so I stood up, then she did 2, while walking back i asked her, how's she feeling, she said better, but they are giving me more hours. So i was like thatâ€™s ok. Then i said c ya and went to the menâ€™s room, then while walking back to my department, she pops out of no where reading the magazine. (A lot of cahiers do that, when they donâ€™t have any customer's on their cash register's or they help other cashier's put items in the bag). And I said whatâ€™s up she said reading the magazine. Then I left to my department. As soon as I went to the back, I started feeling bad 4 some reason, I donâ€™t know why, it kind of felt like, I was missing something. i asked raj my friend who was on break with me since he has a girl. He said I might still have feelings for her, and told me she was looking at me a lot during break. Annetta, I wonder If you and me will ever be together?

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Aug 2006
7:59 PM EDT

Sunday, August 6th 2006. Today, I decided to stop, going after girl because, i will never get 1, but girls are still nice to me, I t would be nice to have some one who you can love and some one who will always will be there for you. Who knows 1 day i might find some 1. I have decided to do my best to keep my patience and hopefully 1 day. i will get a girl.

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Aug 2006
8:45 PM EDT

Saturday August 5 2006 Today, I found out that i have failed Math Summer school, because of that i lost my admission offer to Sheridan College. for the past week, i have been getting visits by yhis girl, she always comes up to me and says hi in a love at first sight way, now does she like me or noe, but i will ineted to find out for sure. I have also found another girl that i like. I would love to get to know hwe but i never get a cange to do that. i will try for sure. Today has been my first journal entrt.

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