Hey just wanted to say our first friendly date didn’t end up happening, we did have a minor argument, but it all good, we made up. Its our 12th week since we first met, and this are like up and down, there are times when she’s interested and there are time she is just not in the mood to talk. But the times where she is into the conversation its amazing its like am moment, and I feel it inside me that she likes me.
But she did tell me she is starting to like me like 2 weeks ago, so I don’t know if the situation is still the same or got better. But i am doing my best, I can say that if I take my sweet time with Nevena, we will become more than friends.
We were suppose to chill this Monday which was changed from Saturday due to bad weather, and the fact that she was busy. So yea Monday was cancelled, 3rd time this happened. Well she said she is still coming thrusday to Sheridan with me. But I am sure she’s going to cancel like she did the last 3 times.
My mom got a flat tire on the silver van, and I am hoping my dad still lets me take the red 1 to college. So its easier for me to take Nevena to Sheridan. I am kind of hoping that her best friend Linda dosent come so me & Nevena can spend some quality time together withough linda or any1 else bothering us.
I don’t know why for some reason, there are times where she likes me, and there are times where shes not sure. I don’t know what I am doing wrong but I would love it if me and her can work it out. She said to me “I just wanna take things really slow, so I know forsure that I feel the same way... I don't wanna just, go out and then realize I don't feel the same way.. I just wanna take things slow and be friends for now.” i can wait, the slower we go the better it is for us, i respect her decision and support it. But if she can give me a sign, once I na while to hang in there I be happy. I just don’t wanna end up in a situation where I wait for her for like year or 2 then, in the end I don’t get her or it dosent work out. Now I really like her, and wanna work things out, but I guess I gotta wait…
well i can safely say things between me and stephanie (girl i liked) are over, casue i am starting to like, Nevena, she really is a kool person, i love the way how when she's bored in class with nothing to do so she msg me and wakes me up in the morning. i often do feel like i am doing all the work cummunicating with her first, but it could be her test maybe, or maybe she is just to shy, or maybe not interested. although she took a a while to reply to my msg on msn. maybe she was just too busy. we had fun in checkers, i forgot to metion i lost in mindsweeper, but i wont in checkers. You know what the good thing is talking to her really got my self confidence up. she made me realized, that, even though i am not that good looking, she still think i am cute for her. and i love that fact about her. she proved to me "if dosent matter how ugly you are you will always be beautiful in some1's eye's" oh here is a good part, i kind of got a friendly date with her. so i am probally gonna take her coffe. .::"|Sameer Khan|"::. says: speaking of vacation where would u like to go, if we have free time to chill иєvєиa ; xo BmZzZz ; <3 says: Lol um doesn't matter lol .. anything you had in mind? .::"|Sameer Khan|"::. says: well i was thinking something where we can talk more and get to know each other, like a dinner, coffee, but i dont want it to be something big like a date unless if u want it to be a date lol иєvєиa ; xo BmZzZz ; <3 says: yee... lol... um too soon for a date.. lol.. but yeah .. that sounds good lol...not something big..something like timmies I guess. .::"|Sameer Khan|"::. says: sounds kool, i just gotta check my work schedule and check with my dad when i can get the van, I am hoping this friendlly date goes well, and i am hoping she endups liking me, she really is my type of girl, and i would love to have a girl like her in my life.
hey what up, well week 6 i decided to to talk to her and get her email. we have been talking for about 4 days on msn now and i love it. usually i have to start the conversation first, but meh. the fun part of the conversation is checkers, cause we can totally fool around. i wont lie, but yea i would totally love to go out with her, but there is one thing getting in the way, its her bf zishan, i am not like those guys who steal. but i think she might be brraking up with him, casue long distance totoally dosent work for her. totally i was talkingto my annoying neighbor andrew, he told me she likes me.
so we talked on msn tonight, she told me she talked to andrew,
иєvєиa ; xo BmZzZz ; <3 says:
hah I was talking to Andrew today when we were going to the portibles for the announcements and then we were walking and hes like so do you go to Fortinos? and I'm like yeaaah.. and then he's like you talk to those staff members there? why? and I was like Lol whats wrong with talking to other people.. and then he told me that he knows you and I'm like aha yeaah.. soo whats wrong with him lol? and then he's like hes like double your age! I was like not even whatevz, hes cute lol.. and then he just gave me a look like "Wtf" and then went inside lol
.::"|Sameer Khan|"::. says:
haha
yea he told me me u told told him you like me
i was like yea i would consider going out with her, becasue seems to be exaclly my type of girl, but she is taken,
and i cant break another couple up, just becasue i want to be wit that girl. i am not like that
aww lol yeah I know what you mean.. but long distance clearly isn't working out for me anyways so I think it'll be over soon.. cause its realllly not working for me at all.
so is andrew telling the truth about u liking me?
Lol I think you're really cute and all but I haven't talked to you long enough to say I really do like you yet lol
me either, which is why i keeep on bugging u, lol, but i hope this dosent crrep u out, or screw up our friendship, i would love to talk to you more get to know u better, before anything serious
brb hun
Lmao aw you're not bugging me and it doesn't creep me out lol . yeah I wanna talk to you more as well. ... Kay.
lol i like that
Lol
another thing i asked her
hey i got a week off next week, and i got nothing to do, maybe if you have a night off, maybe we can chill together?
yeah, sure .. sounds good.
kool
currently steph (best friend) said to me that i have asked her out and she said yess. i was going for a friendly chill, but if a date, its better lol. i might have to talk to her about this, lol... i am kind of hoping, she does fall for me, i am just gonna give it my time. dont wanna rush into things.
Well today I really had a bad day, I mean I was out of it, I was just slow during work, paul almost hit me in the mouth with the forklift, then after work, I was heading upstairs to get my juice and head home, and I ran into steph, and me and her had a nice talk on the couch she sat so close to me. & if felt like she was my gf, although I wished she as my gf was real. The moment was perfect and I told her about the roses situation and she gave me a hug but I accidentally got into her arms, like I was lying on her.
she made my day happier then again I went from happy to upset/angry again, my stupid keys wernt working on the ignition, in them inivan. Then when I got home my mom snapped. So it really wasn’t a good day for me.
The situation with the stalker girl is pretty good, overall all all the constant stalking has been going on for about 5 weeks, will be 6th tommrow if she comes, I did a morning shift today so I think she didn’t come today… last week I got to talk to her a lil and she was turning red while I talked to her, and the next day on a monday she was in the produce dept, looking for me again, maybe she does like me. She really does seem like a kool person. I would love to be friends with her.
Valentines day was pretty good I got steph a white rose, she couldn’t stop hugging me, I just don’t know what she wants, did I fall for the wrong person again? Maybe she will realize the truth, and accept me as more than a friend, for some reason Heidi doesn’t like other girls coming after me, & she especially dosent like steph.