okay... so lately everything has been ok with my boyfriend... i know i have control over him because when he gets mad all i have to do is ignore him and do what i want to and he'll come crawling back to me and try to just ignore what happened. so that´s great.. i've lived in fear of him because i thought that he would leave me but now i know that he won't.. he's actually very scared of losing me, and that gives me all the power and authority that i need.. basically i can do whatever i want and if he starts to argue yell a little and walk away.. he´ll stay pouting stubbornly for a while and then he'll come looking for me... yay!