soooooo i've thinking alot...it seems like i have lost all my freinds...yes i have made new ones at my work...but i mean the ones that were there for me when i needed them to be.. it feels like i have lost the ones i could have a shoulder to cry on...it hurts. im here at home sitting doing nothing at all. ive apologized to the ones who need to b apologized to but its like they tell me to f off n they dont care.i miss all my old freinds when i need someone its they dont answer or they dont text me back.. im soooooo on the verge of just leaving and never coming back...i feel like im not wanted  anymore.. i have no use to be here..i just wanna move and start over start from scratch were no one know me...