Hey...sorry i havent writen in a while...busy n didnt really have a lot to say till now because.....

i got a call from the ex...yup he called really didnt think he would...i changed my number to kinda get rid of hime but after i changed it i felt  bad...i missed hearin his voice, him callin me all the time, but i was afrais he wasnt coming back...well i told him that n he said he promised...he didnt tho....i was cryin and everything....he wanted an exuce from me for why i changed my number....so i told him...i had nothin n i didnt i sent him everything i had....every 2wks i would send him money from my paycheck n it killed me....i miss him and i dont know why...like i told him theres something about him that cant get away from...i dont know what to do w/him...i dont know if he'll call me again or anything......i miss him sooo much in all the calls