My last post was in august. A lot has happened since then. I am 21 now. I feel i have grown more mature spiritually, physically, and mentally. Working out at the gym has definitely paid off. I went to jamaica with my mom, dad, and best friend. That was great. A good ol week of male bonding and relaxation. Not to mention excessive drinking. As it stands things are going good. Though financially my condition could be better. I owe about $2000 to my credit card and a fine. I should be able to pay it off during summer. No sweat. My gf of 2 years and I broke up in november. We were still 'seeing eachother' shortly thereafter up until end january when i realized it wasnt working and found someone else i saw potential with. It was past the point of no return with meghan. It was like when you get into a Car accident, and it will cost more than the book value of your car. There was no point in going on. It was for the best, for everyone. I've been seeing this new girl chantelle now. She's a true sweety. She is not without her flaws, like all of us. She has some self esteem issues but they're minor and the positives about her definitely outweigh those. Shes a sweet girl and has her act together. She teaches dance fulltime, works at a tanning salon part time, and babysits. She has ambitions and dreams and i know she can achieve them. Around the time of my car accident i did poorly on 3 midterms. It got me down at first, but i know with hard work and dedication i can bounce back. I won't let them get me down