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March 24, 2007 - Saturday, 10:43 AM EST 
  Hey journal, So my ex emails me a book last night about why she's been ignoring my texts and whatnot. It was good to hear from her, at first.. She said she cant bare to see me and now be with me and she just feels hurt. Fair enough. I wrote back with an email that i really put my heart into, and that was that......... until i saw her at the club last night :O What were the odds??? I was there having a good time with my buddies, then all of a sudden i notice her.. She was with some guys and a chick friend. We went over to say hi and chill (my buddy's idea), and she was dancing with the guys possibly trying to make me jealous too bad, i'm a rock. I stayed strong, unaffected. Then she came up to me talking about how she just got her hair done, telling me to smell her hair (the dye leaves some fruit smell or whatever and she KNOWS i love her hair)... then i was about to go get a drink and she looks at me and gives me this gaze......... a gaze that almost pierced my soul, so i gave one back........ i almost kissed her, but quickly kissed her on the cheek. She seemed disappointted. I told her we'd brb and when i got back she was gone, just like that. Now i can't stop thinking about her. I'm not sure if that's the wussy in me talking but i feel this desire to get back together with her. Out of the dozens of girls ive met since her none come even close. Should i retreat, and get back together with her? Or should i stay strong and true to myself, and not go back down an old path... This is a tough decision. I think i will call her later......  
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    Username: dfathi
    Gender / Age: Male, 24
    Location: Canada