you know when your getting older because you become un-needed and unwanted your role you thought that you had in life suddenley dissapears .before you know it your life has become empty and lonley days turn to night and light into dark every day the same and still they wont talk .you look in the mirror and someone else looks back and thats when you realise your life has turned to crap.but still you plod on with no one  to turn with pain in your heart and still you dont learn the man you once loved still sits there looking the other way not wanting to say that he cant stay so instead you both plod on knowing it's gone the love you once had tattered and torn.you wake every day whith hope in your heart that today will be the fresh start.but you look in his eyes and thats when you know that sooner or latter he will definatley go.