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January 24, 2007 - Wednesday, 9:25 AM CST 
  Well, IT a calm wek so far? Monday was hell and emotional but I got throught it. NOt one of my best days. SO the girls are acting a little better. I talk to tobey for the first time in 3 1/2 monthsThere isn't enought time in the world to have all my questions answered. So much time and emotions between us to even have a convo. HE not a writer but he should be maybe he would know his feeling better or something. Hell i don't know wishful thinking. He did get carli a present for her b-day.He says in his letter to her that he is sorry but i don't know what he sorry for not being here on her b-day or not ever being here at all. Or Which I know he hasn't thought ofis he sorry for chooing a drug over his family. I so confused about him and what he has done to me, he doesnt know. I try to write him and tell him but his anger changes my word in his head. I think. Maybe I wierd cause of everything that has happened i don't know it to early in the moring to worriy about this. Will write again this evening after I get some work done  
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