It was supposed to be the best day of the week today. i go home and i celebrate mom's birthday. then.. that ugly person was there. and she WRECKED EVERYTHING. Yes.. her name
is A.H. What the hell is wrong with her? Certainly now i see what's wrong with her. no wonder everyone who knew her before jr high hated her so fucking much. cuz she was such a bitch.,
Seriously. Does making other people feel bad actually make her feel better? it disgusts me. oh wth .
not getting her a present. i dont want her in my life. it lowers my self esteem.. it makes me angry. it makes me feel bad. now all i gotta do is forget about her. leave it
alone. and move on . YEA.
love blah bee
i'm so happy.. it started snowing this week. although it started raining too. =( its already december and there's lots of christmas shopping to do! SO MUCH SHOPPING SO LITTLE
I want to get a second piercing . NOW.
It's really really really weird. when you try to understand what exactly did you do wrong? or maybe they just dont like me. So they "accidently" shun me.
I really hate it when theres this person in your class... and you say you dont like themm... but... you are unconciously staring at them- like.. for a long time,
really really long. Then you'd be like HOLY CRAP NO. i'm not supposed to be crushing on HIM.�� uh huh. then its like� wait.. why cant i crush on him. OH YA, cuz you're just NOT supposed to. cuz hes supposed to be a real�jerk yup...ya...and then.. you get on confused... like
and then guess what happens next? you'd be like... wait... am i really really crushing on him.. or is it just his amazing looks. ??? then. you are REALLY
REALLY confused. its not funny.
AND THEN. you feel like the whole world hates you just becuz THAT GUY doesnt like you back .it continues for days. until you finally calm down. i
ARGGHHGH I'M GETTING FRUSTRATED.�
type more later when i calm down .
so skinnys are IN now ... = then everyone who didnt like them before... starts liking them. People who HATED them before hates them even more. It's
kinda weird.. this whole fashion trend. Why not just be what you want to be.. wear what you want to wear instead of ... following what people wear?
Is that the whole meaning of shallow? i dunno.. probably not .
Its crazy how last year you meet these people who look so different from what they look like now? People change. But you wouldn't expect them to all LOOK
exactly the same strutting down the halls. =O WEll , they do .
IT was like when everyone didn't care what they wore.. now its like a big big thing.
it's only been 12 months.
anyways. I gots more money to put in the bank =D i'm so glad i decided to babysit more this week.� WIthout spending much money i earned in th past two
weeks. i have $ 60.00!� CHA-CHING!
yum yum . money
Now.. i cant spend it becuz.. i need to save up for christmas. cuz before you know it.. christmas will just be a week away and you would be stuck with no presents because...
well. you spent all your money. then.. this christmas would be a sad sad sad sad christmas. It's even worse that there's BARELY any snow. or none at all ... its almost the end of november! SNOW
SNOW SNOW. make our christmas a white white christmas . Everyone else wants a brown christmas. But without snow.. it wouldn't really seem like christmas. =( would it? i'm still thinking of my list. theres like.. tons of stuff under my name. but i have to think of what to
get mom.. and dad... and phil... and ... friends. and cousins. I'm so glad i have money . cuz if i didn't . there wouldn't be a point in planning this
all out HEHAw
Heya whats up?
ITs one of those nights when i drink to much milk tea and i get high .=(
OKay lets see. What should i tell you today? that girls at my school are catty and bitchy but can be SO nice at the same time? AHH
Anyways.. how long has it been..?
Okay.. its realy sad.. when somebody scares the hell out of you cuz... you get scared all night�. Which means no sleep. then.. you cant concentrate on anything. even peeing.
That's why i am hating helena so much right now/. YEA. she tells me these freaky ghost stories that are supposedly true. but even if they weren't they'd scare the crap out of
then i end up snuggling with my cat all night with no sleep.
that is the hate.
hehaw hee haw
I was so excited in the morning today cuz i was going to joyce's house after school which is SO MUCH FUN. But time passes to slow so then... it was a LONG day.
OMG my thighs hurt like hell. my teacher made me do all these lunges all stretched out like i was doing the splits so then ... I am in pain. lots lots of pain. I cant even sit properly i tell you.
Anyways. SO the day was finally over and then... YAY... I WAS GOING TO JOYCES HOUSE. Yea. I was at the mall going to the bathroom. and i had to go to fabricland and buy some thread for mom
type later. when i'm home
�i cant believe it. internet while working. i love this. =D
I dont think i'm in such a good mood today =(
Is it the weather?? I dunoo. It looks warm out again. I thought it'd be snowing sooon.
I hate school
YAY, i just finished my project today . or just now =) i'm so happy. It doesn't look very full though =( oh well.
I dont get why everybody has to have a word about what happens in other people's lives. It's not their business... they just really like "JUICY" gossip.
So (no names are supposed to be mentioned. so anyways.
"lauren" and "carl" are dating.
Lauren is taller than carl. but i mean c'mon . can't you just let them hug and hold hands without going .OMG. OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.
i think it's so immature. Everybody.. or GIRL in particular are saying all these stuff about them behind their back. People are like "omg, they look SO weird together. I
mean... SO WHAT? they dont seem to mind. And a third party person who has NO business in their lives SHOULD NOT say anything about it. It's not like you are involved. have some respect for the
couple. I clearly just think that girls are jealous of lauren that she has a boyfriend now. Everybody -GIRLS- are saying how lauren is just doing that for attention and crap. i thought they were
TIGHT with lauren.. why are they backstabbing? You know... if you just keep jutting your butt into their relationship.. soon it'll break becuz of you guys. thats not good.
But that's just the way of life isn't it?
why wont people just understand how it might feel to be them. you wouldn't want people saying "OMG YOU GUYS LOOK SO WEIRD TOGETHER." noo... you wouldn't
give some respect. just my opinion
I'm trying to do my social project right now. It's not that hard. i just find it hard to find an introdution.
It's getting cold =(
We didnt' have turkey so we celebrated with chicken. Its not that bad. turkey chicken turkey chicken.
����������� blah bee�
haha poop green
oh yea. We're gonna call the�SPCA to get the kitties tomorrow.�=( i dunt want them freezing in the winter.�It's so dangerous too.�CARS� KITTIES�!�
THATS NO GOOD.�
i'm gonna start my report .�
�-.- wish me luck. �
YAY i get to stay home today.
i feel so energized =D heh. i caught up with my sleep. which is a good thing cuz we PARTAYING TODAY!
I going to wem with Helena today cuz everybody's on fieldtrip. but i've already seen bodyworlds. so i'm just going to watch a moviee=DDDD
ehh .i hungry. so i'm going to make food =D
Why is math so hard? i hate adding and subtracting fractions.. they make my head hurt!
I hate our other sub though. she sucks at teaching. why can't she just stick to what we're learning. GOD.
i feel so tired =( its all kitty's fault. if she doesnt open the door all the time. then i would get a decent good night's sleep. i should remember to keep the door closed.�
oh no. that cat around the neighborhood had more BABIES. god. now there are like... 6 KITTENS living on a porch. We have them kitty's old bed -which is a box with a hole cut in it. we put a
pillow in there too! - its raining right now =( i wonder if they'll be warm in our box.� i hope the weeny little kittens dont get sick. =( ASDJFOAIHFOI i can't find anybody who wants a
kitten. Arwen already adopted one.. =( poor poor kitties.
-sigh- and here we have SPOILED KITTY. who isn't grateful for everything she has. tsk tsk tsk. she wouldn't even eat the cat food if she doesnt like it. =(
Diana's birthday is on a weekend!
she says she might invite us over for a partayy� but ehh . i dunno if she will =( maybe we go movies? =)
.AGUIHOAHDLIHJL noo.. DGM� is ending! FINAL EPISODE IS OUT. BUT IT WAS SO GOOD.� nooo . I hope there's a sequal though. if not.
i'm gonna cry.
ew. i smell like potatoes. maybe cuz we were baking fries�today =D yumm
I just found out from my foods teacher that .. there's something in SKITTLES that clog something inside you... i dunno. i forgot but. NOW I KNOW.. skittles are
we took the other food's class block today. cuz we had double block =( which means ... we owe them 2 blocks. WHICH MEANS we have to do "food
theory" in the sewing room for the rest of the other week -.-
WOOT the dvd player works out just fine!
�Now i just need more anime episodes.
People can�change in such a big way. Some people change so much that you can barely recognize them.. but some change a way that you dont even
KNOW them.� Freaky! BUT THATS THE WAY of life. -.- life is hard.
Maybe its just the lack of communication. Cuz maybe you dont talk to them that often.. so you see the biggest change in your life. But if you see them day
to day... it just sinks into you.. and long before you know it... you dont remember how they were like before. Thats the funniest thing ever. kinda.
For instance.. somebody could hate something before.. but LIKE it? after a while? I dunno. But thats how we all grow up right? Our
perspectives change.. on everything.
I RECIEVED MY DVD PLAYER!� WOOT WOOT�
but my mom lied. she told me it would take another day to ship. BUT SHE WAS LYING. so i walked into the house and there's my precious baby waiting for me to open it.
its the most beautiful thing in my room right now. other than my cat.
������� talk later
i gotta go earn money now =D
�AND WITH THAT MONEY I WILL BUY EARPHONES =DD�
we have our anual Terry Fox run tomorrow! which means YES we get to miss MOST OF science and we get an extended lunch. yays for us.
Today is THURSDAY. tomorrow is FRIDAY!�
ehh . i got my braces tightened again. it hurts to bite. thats kinda sad cuz we made our wrap in foods class today and all i got to do was LOOK at people eat. but
yea.. when i got home i chopped it all up and ate it =D there's still one in the fridge.. but.. its for mom. AHOFAISHGL i want to eat it.
i didn't finish typing my chinese thing yet. . should i just do it at home? then send it to myself at school. or just type it out. AH WELL .who cares . i'll
just type it out at home
�oh yea.. we have these new exchange students in our school from china.. to like.. come here for a week i think..
yea.. so i got this girl in my foods group now.. her name is.. li. yu . bin?
i dunno but i found out Clarine was her host. so i guess shes gonna sleep in her bed and use her bathroom AND SHARE FOOD. haha
Even though i DO speak mandarin.. ITS SO HARD to convert english into chinese. i don't think that girl understood me though cuz she just stared at me... -.- i was telling her
to grate the cheese.. then she just stands there with the cheese in her hands....� i was like. .OKAY.. GRATE IT DAMNIT . then five minutes later when she understands how to grate the cheese.. it
takes her half an hour to do it.� -sighs- oh well.
CROSS YOUR FINGERS EVERYBODY. CROSS THEM FOR ME! HOPE THAT MY DVD PLAYER WILL ARRIVE AT SEARS. thx
p.p.s or is it p.s.s?
you know whats really funny ? I was dying because i didnt get my dvd player yet but now that it's only ... 24 HOURS AWAY. i'm being pretty patient. or at least i'm not running
over the house. but yes.. because i didn't think about my dvd player today THE DAY PASSED BY LIKE zoooooooom. maybe cuz i had double block foods. =) yummy wrap.
I keep catching glimps of dgm when i'm burning it because it shows how much it has burned . thats not good because now i wanna watch them all. BUT i wanna watch them on my dvd
player. OKAY. dont get me started
calm calm calm calm calm
there's still an hour left. why didnt it burn this morning? i did something wrong. then it stopped halfway WHICH LEFT THE COMPUTER ON.
GOd. furuba is getting boring now.. why can't it get UNBOREDED .
AND i wont edit this anymore. i wont add anything anymore so yea.
We have the Terry Fox run tomorrow I THINK� i'm not sure.. i'm pretty sure though that the poster said : sept. 26 block 4
but maybe i read it wrong.
It was kinda funny today because maybe� i was a bit dehydrated after phys. ed i felt like i couldn't breath. so i started panting like a dog. kinda. HAHA do people go
hysterical when they're dehydrated?
ARGH why wont Friday come faster.
i hate chinese i hate chinese i hate chinese.
Ambition is such a wonderful word.
we had to do this thing in social studies where you create your own coat of arms.(world�view stuff) �THE first word i saw that caught my eye was AMBITION. so basically my page
is filled with the colours orange.. and some gold. cuz apparently .. orange represents AMBITION.
Before.. i never really thought about it because you know.. you dont just THINK of words and ... THINK. but yea... now that i start thinking deeply (sounds strange) ambition
is such an inspiring word.
i've decided ... the avs converter is leaving a watermark because i didnt pay for it. SOO i'm just going to find avi. files of DGM to download online. because if i did all
that work for nothing its gonna be the saddest day of my life. REALLY SAD
okay . ANOTHER DAY HAS PASSED.. kinda .
I'M SO EXCITED TO HAND IN MY COAT OF ARMS POSTER. i think it looks wonderful.. i love the elephant the most. everyone was saying how it looked too childish and cartoony. but
who cares. its my coat of arms. i could do whatever i want. i hope my dvd player comes with NICE earphones if not.. i'm getting my own with my last 20 DOLLAR BILL. its gonna be worth it. i
know so. HAHAHA then i get to watch dgm where ever i want
WHICH INCLUDES (ahem)
in bed! yay on my bed snuggling with my cat. watching dgm . the best ever
in the car. EVEN BETTER .. ROAD TRIPS WILL BE LESS BORING
at school maybe.. during lunch? just snuggle in the corner of the bookshelf where its quiet
ANYWHERE! yay anywhere is just anywhere which means ANYWHERE
Friday is getting closer.. COME TO ME MY PRECIOUS DVD PLAYER
LOOK AT THAT!� it's been only 2 minutes and i feel like writing again.
you know what's really weird ... i just got inspired to write another entry! isn't that weird? just 2 minutes ago. i felt like
sleeping. now i'm all good.
Okay we have to do this thing in social where you have to make your own coat of arms. I feel so SLOW. everyone's already colouring and i'm still DRAWING.
That's why i hate art. i suck at drawing. At least there's like ONE thing i'm good at. STICKMEN! yay����
Gosh. the day always feels so slow when theres phys.ed first thing in the morning! it drags the day on. and it doesnt go back to normal paste until you're
out of the school. or maybe its just me... cuz i'm waiting for my precious dvd player to arrive. WHEN WILL IT COME. yea its coming on friday. but why cant it come faster. i feel so sad.�
Hey..�didnt the weather man say that it was supposed to snow on Monday.. which was yesterday. guess what? its�damn sunny outside.�
stop lying to us weather man.. -.-�
������� best part of tomorrow : I GET TO MISS HEALTH AND CHINESE TOMORROW CUZ I HAVE
AN ORTHO APPT.�AT 2:00 SO THEN YAY FOR ME. BUT IN EXCHANGE I HAVE TO GET MY BRACES TIGHTENED��
I'M GOING INSANE
I cant stop thinking about my portable dvd player. WHEN IS IT COMING? doesnt that just make you so sad? i paid for it. but i have to wait till friday. ITS JUST SO ..
�Today we were discussing about rational numbers in math.. ( i dont get any of it.) so yea.. i tried to understand the whole rational number thing. i'm just dumb. if anyone
could just give me a hand on this rational numbers. PLEASE MESSAGE ME!
When u just think about stuff u think WOW. but when u take a step back and look at the whole big picture. you go WOW WOW. Isnt that amazing?
It's like double the effort.
i'll write later.. i'm not in the mood to write right now,.
COOL WRITE RIGHT NOW hahaha