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March 30, 2008 - Sunday, 10:39 PM CDT 
  im so hurt..i realzie my friends hate me and that they dont care about me worth anything..and i been trying to keep up this charade about not letting any of this hurt me..but it does.. i can cry and slit my wrist for life and i wont feel better.. the guy i love love someone else...and i have to play like it doesnt hurt but it does.i have nobody to go to and i cant let myself look all ragged and torn up, because my grandma told me to keep my head up and go on..i cant at all..:( i just cant at all...i just wanna lay on my bed and bleed to death in peace. i wanna fall asleep and nvr wake up..but i cant..i have to face everything...tomorrow im not looking forward to...i hate life soo bad..backstabbers and nvr was my friends...i feel so special...not really i feel like total crap..and i cant take it anymore  
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    Username: blackroseangel
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    Im jasmine..im 16... i been through alot...too much to fill up...
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    writing, listening to music, reading, watching t.v haning around my bf thats mostly it
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    all kinds
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    all bloody movies. and maybe some really classy and crazy european film. abaiscally anything that does not bores me
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    mostly anime idk why but its good..oh yeah i love watching those crazy shows off of Mtv
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    queen of the damned, the vampire lestat....baiscally all of anne rice's novels. very entertaining. oh there is The memoirs of cleopatra very awesome and well written
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