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November 15, 2006 - Wednesday, 11:57 AM CDT 
  DREAMS dreams are so complicated to me..i have the weirdest ones but i know what they're about..i may not remember what happend but i have this feeling when i wake up..mostly sad because EVERY NIGHT i dream about my stepdad..his death..that week when we were in dallas hoping he'd live..realizing when it was happening that it was all a big nightmare..but it wasnt and now i have this nightmare everynight..or he is in my dreams telling me things i need to do and giving me good advice..almost like this is the way he is communicating with me..i also think about my mom and how she is so broken hearted..i never seen her laugh or smile or be so consistantly happy until she was with him..even with my dad i never saw her like that..even after we were out of my dads hellhole and rules she was still not that happy..but now its even worse..but i gotta go..buh bye  
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    Username: bl69
    Gender / Age: Female, 18
    Location: USA - Texas
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    Favorite Movies:

    my favorite movie is anchorman for sho. then 40 year old virgin..i need to see taledega nights though!!
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    i like flavor of love..south park..but i really love music videos!
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    hah! thats funny! books?!?