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March 27, 2007 - Tuesday, 4:41 PM CDT 
  Day by day it only gets harder and harder after his death. And it has been 8 months almost 9! Its just that if he was here..everything could be so much better. I mean wayyyy better. And he would be here to keep everyone straight and in check because ever since he left everything is going down the drain with my mom and her soberity. Same with my sisters. And well me, I have just been doing bad things..just not like them. I dont't want to say or go into complete detail but yea. What I am saying is there is so many things that happen during the day and it reminds you of him..and I'm pretty sure myranda and my mom agree that its hard to go a day without crying still. And it's supposed to be getting better..but its not. And its gonna be hard when that one year anniversary comes around. So many things have revolved around his death and its pretty much all bad news. Oh heavens.  
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    Username: bl69
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    my favorite movie is anchorman for sho. then 40 year old virgin..i need to see taledega nights though!!
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    hah! thats funny! books?!?