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November 9, 2006 - Thursday, 7:06 PM CST 
  i cant take it much longer i am exuahsted from trying to make jordy and i work. i feel like he doesn't want me because he never takes the time to call me or even come one msn to talk to me. hell he doesn;t even make an effort to come over. i don't know what to do anymore suicide looks like my best opiton. i am so lonely and i go on these websites looking for some friends or some one to just hear me out.  
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    Username: bettyboxedin
    Gender / Age: Female, 19
    Location: Canada
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    About Me:

    i am a self employed artist/ photographer. ummm i live in a small farm town and love it. i am very happy with my life right now i have just gone through 6 years in hell and just met the man of my dreams and since i met him everything has just gone up hill. I have been through a lot and have learned a lot through those experiances. even thought they were hard to go through i got positvie results such as self emprovment and life lessons i will never forget. I volunteer at a homeless shelter and love it! I love horses they are my favorite animal and i am starting volunteer work at a horse farm where they do therepy for kids with dissabilites.
    Interests:

    my intresting inculde horses, journaling, painting, really long walks and my passion is music and expressing my self through my art (music,painting,photography,journaling ect,)and volunteering at a homeless shelter, and skate boarding and watching my boyfriend compete in skate compatitions
    Favorite Music:

    my favorite music is punk my favorite punk bads are Rise against and i like Nirvana, and a varietyof other types of music. I also like screamo and classic rock. my fav screamo bands are korn,and Insane clown possy
    Favorite Movies:

    My favorite movies are the equilibrium, kill bill vol. 1 ( vol.2 sucks) and i like the untouchables, Schindlers List, VIOLENCE!!!!! chickflicks ya they suck
    Favorite Television:

    UFC, Family Guy, Trailer Park Boys, Kenny v.s Spenny, and Csi.
    Favorite Books:

    Memoires of a Geisha, the hiding place, number the stars, hatchet, brians winter, the outsiders, and a complicated kindness