Malfunction Ventation....

 
    
16
Sep 2008
3:24 PM EDT
   

Everything comes and goes

Everything eventually falls into place

but it always ends up falling out of place.


i'm happy.

theres nothing really wrong with my life.

i love it.

but theres people trying to ruin that.

people that know me from last year
that don't know that i've changed.

and fuck you if you dont think people change.

i wanted to and i did.

i just happened to ruin my rep in the mean while.

and now to them...
i'm a cheater.

a bad friend.

a bad girlfriend.

a lier
a user.

a whore
a slut
fuck.

i don't even know.

they don't know me.

so i guess it doesn't really bother me.

but hes starting to believe them.

what the fuck is their problem.

i messed up.

and thats going to be hung over my head forever?
i changed.

i'm not the same girl i was last year.

and if you don't know that.

then your obviously one of the people i stopped talking to
i let go of a lot of friends last year.

i pushed them away.

but they were just dragging me down.

i'm sorry if i hurt you.

but don't try to hurt me back.

wat kind of revenge do you want.

those who know me even a little know my weaknesses.

and now they're using it against me.

stop trying to get me.

what good is it to you if i'm miserable?
what do you have against me?
wat exactly did i do to you?
i'm sorry.

but fuck you.

i'm about to break.

this is exactly why what happened last year happened.

i'm done with all this bullshit drama.

and i'm done with anyone that doesn't know me and still talks shit.

fuck you.

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15
Sep 2008
3:10 PM EDT
   

What Makes Me So Fucking Importan?

what makes me so fucking important that you have to talk shit about me behind my back. what is it about me that you have to go telling people not to be my friend. are you that inmature that you think i'm just that little slut that doesn't take peoples emotions into consideration. what makes me so much better than you that you want to try to ruin my life as much as possible. watch me fall, watch me suffer. what the fuck did i ever do to you? You can go ahead and talk your shit. it doesn't bother me, but when your shit talking ends up ruining a relationship i have with one of my friends or boyfriend is when we have a problem. but i guess thats what you want right? what do you want that i have??? how am i better than you. i really want to know. i'm sorry you hate me. but i guess i can't do anything about that can i. i could really care less. i am who i am. and if you don't like that...then keep your hate to yourself and keep my boyfriend and friends out of it. i've heard all the rumors about me. i've heard the people talk about me right behing my back. and i'm sick of it. fuck you and fuck anyone else that is trying to bring me down. i am who i am. and theres nothing you can do about it. keep talking shit and you'll see what will happen. i'm not the girl i was last year...fuck you.

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    About Me: so...i screwed up last year. really bad. and now everybody has this false way of thinking about me. i have so many rumors going on about me. and i have a bunch of people that hate me and would do anything to see me fall. and its kind of hard to deal with. i'm a strong person but sometimes i just feel like giving up. but thats why i have this. when i need to vent. this is where i'm going to go. i'm tired of people talking about me and assuming things about me that aren't true. i hate it. but yeah. i'm actually a really cool person. i love god. and i got to church regulary. i have an amazing boyfriend. and i have an amazing family. i have trust issues galore. but you'll eventually gain it. and yeah. if you have drama, don't even talk to me its retarded. but i am looking for a few new friends that are deep in their faith. if thats you. hit me up. =]

    Interests: i play the violin and piano. and i love it. i'm very active. i play sweeper on my soccer team and right side hitter on my volleyball team. i like swimming or just going on walks. i like climbing things that should be climbed =P i like reading as long as its interesting. but the thing i love the most would have to be music. it calms me down and de-stresses me. it shows off how i feel. and i love it.

    Favorite Music: I pretty much listen to anything. its mainly rock tho. i love three days grace the most. but thats just cause their amazing. i rarely like girl singers. but it works our sometimes. i like acoustic a lot but screamo is amazing as well. i like classical for when i'm falling asleep or anything with a violin in it. its amazing.

    Favorite Movies: My most favorite movie of all time is FightClue. i live that movie. its flippen amazing. i've read the book and loved that as well. everything about that movie is amazing. the actors, actresses, the camera angles, the narrations. just everything. I love it.

    Favorite Television: I don't really watch tv. i mainly watch movies. so i can't really help you on this one. but i would have to say kid shows. like nick or disney. or cartoon network. yeppers. pretty amazing.

    Favorite Books: Fight Club. most def and then theres my sweet audrina that i read my freshmen year. and it was amazing. but yeah. my fav author is John Grisham. =]