I think that I am going nuts! I can get my mind stright. Nothing but thoughts of her. I just want to get a look at her, but I know that if I see her my heart will blow. I sent her an e-mail about moving the rest of my stuff out of her house, needless to say she has yet to answer the e-mail.

God I miss her, but I know that it'sa not going to work. I HAVE GOT TO MOVE ON!!!!!