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May 2009
11:24 AM CDT
   

The Stalker

And there she was

sitting across from me

the sun reflected off the shimmer of her cheeks

her eyes stayed sharp, vivacious in their green color

her frown displayed a weakness

a sadness

a loneliness

but i knew she was strong minded

smart and collected

a leader

a friend

a daughter

a lover

I could not distract myself from her

she portrayed an elegance that not many share

her legs were long and strong

her skin was smooth

and she possessed an innocence that made me quiver

She saw me fixated

I could tell she experienced this same thing many times before

she became angry, rolled her eyes, and looked out the window

but I continued to watch her

She opened her mouth and took a deep breath

almost in annoyance

her eyes blinked every so often

making my heart beat faster

her hands were small

her lips pouted and were a light pink

teasing me

her nose was long

sharp

distinct

gracious

her hair was a dark chestnut

long, smooth and flowing

straight

my stop was coming close

but I could not move

i could not move my fixation

She was so intoxicating

so real yet a dream

I needed her

I wanted her

I imagined what it would be like to touch her

to rub her stomach

to feel inside her

What she sounded like when she spoke

how did she laugh

I wanted to see her cry

to see her become weak

I was perplexed to see her every emotion

but mostly to see her in fear

an opposite of her confidence

She seemed powerful

but I wanted to to make her unable

to take control of her body

and make it for my own use

I wanted her

To be there when i came home

to fondle me when I wanted

to show me love....

I will make her mine

and mine only

I missed my stop

so to wait for hers

I wonder where she will be going

what does she have to do

whom is she seeing

and why is she going there

I thought of the possibility of her already having love

my stomach twisted

I felt a pain

She still stared out the window

Her stop came

she took a deep breath

fixed her clothing to hide her imperfections

I adored them

She slowly stood up and glided to the doors

and waited for them to open

she was tall

After she got off, I ran off the train

making sure she did not see me

I followed her till the end of the day

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    About Me: Im 24 years old. I work in the hospitality industry as a front desk clerk. I also do media marketing for online social community. The hotel job is a lot of fun, the marketing job. Not so much. I live at home with my parents for now. The world has defeated me :) Obviously Ill eventually move out. But the hotel gig doesnt pay that much, and the marketing thing is an unpaid internship. Boo. I have a lot of friends. Im very very outgoing and love to have fun. I have love interests but no boyfriend. Got one cat, and one dog. They are both awesome. I like to sleep, eat, walk, talk and do normal things. My passion is helping people. I used to have tons of entries in here, and deleted them all. I worry that when I die, they will access my inboxjournal, and judge the hell out of me! haha. True. I like reading other peoples entries. Its a lot more fun that way

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