And there she was
sitting across from me
the sun reflected off the shimmer of her cheeks
her eyes stayed sharp, vivacious in their green color
her frown displayed a weakness
a sadness
a loneliness
but i knew she was strong minded
smart and collected
a leader
a friend
a daughter
a lover
I could not distract myself from her
she portrayed an elegance that not many share
her legs were long and strong
her skin was smooth
and she possessed an innocence that made me quiver
She saw me fixated
I could tell she experienced this same thing many times before
she became angry, rolled her eyes, and looked out the window
but I continued to watch her
She opened her mouth and took a deep breath
almost in annoyance
her eyes blinked every so often
making my heart beat faster
her hands were small
her lips pouted and were a light pink
teasing me
her nose was long
sharp
distinct
gracious
her hair was a dark chestnut
long, smooth and flowing
straight
my stop was coming close
but I could not move
i could not move my fixation
She was so intoxicating
so real yet a dream
I needed her
I wanted her
I imagined what it would be like to touch her
to rub her stomach
to feel inside her
What she sounded like when she spoke
how did she laugh
I wanted to see her cry
to see her become weak
I was perplexed to see her every emotion
but mostly to see her in fear
an opposite of her confidence
She seemed powerful
but I wanted to to make her unable
to take control of her body
and make it for my own use
To be there when i came home
to fondle me when I wanted
to show me love....
I will make her mine
and mine only
I missed my stop
so to wait for hers
I wonder where she will be going
what does she have to do
whom is she seeing
and why is she going there
I thought of the possibility of her already having love
my stomach twisted
I felt a pain
She still stared out the window
Her stop came
she took a deep breath
fixed her clothing to hide her imperfections
I adored them
She slowly stood up and glided to the doors
and waited for them to open
she was tall
After she got off, I ran off the train
making sure she did not see me
I followed her till the end of the day