here we go again. hope I don't flunk my classes this time. gotta do this. got to make this right. Got to help myself and help my family here in the Philippines. No matter if I'm not sure I like the course. it doesn't really matter yet. What's in demand is more important here in the Philippines. The course that could take me abroad easily. That's life. Life isn't easy here in the Philippines. I wonder if the condition will get better here. Prices are always going up. Even wealthy families only look and seem wealthy. Going too far here. I can do this. guess it's okay to feel scared. I'm a coward at least I admit it.