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Wednesday - Jan. 3, 2007 - 11:09 AM - MES - #2

What did I do for New Year's? well, this is from just after my night out on new years eve... Its 12:30 am. January 1st 2007. ahhh!!! Its 2007. Well tonight was interesting. I just came back about five minutes ago. I set off on my new years eve adventure in the holy land at 8 pm. I took the bus to town, and when I got there, I went into an internet caf�, and spent about an hour in there. After that, I walked around looking for something to do for about a half an hour. Finally I stumbled upon a club called �night and day�, a place mentioned to me by a schoolmate earlier today as great place to go to. Anyway, I got a vodka tonic, ate some pretzels, checked out the cute waitress there, and left after 30 minutes. After that I went into sbarros, and grabbed a slice of pizza. At this point I was a bit drunk. Well, I still am a bit woozy. I wasn�t walking straight, my mind was going, it was� an interesting experience. I mean I�ve been drunk before, but whenever I was, I�d just call it a night right away and go to sleep. This time, I kept going. Anyway, after that I went into an ice cream shop and got myself a milk shake, which was incredible. There, I met a young kid named Noam, who told me he was waiting for his date, and apparently she stood him up. So we struck up a conversation and he told me he goes to a boarding school here in Jerusalem, and about who I am, and where I�m from and the rest. So I asked him what he was going to do if she never came, and he said he�d go hang out with his friends nearby to celebrate the new year. Eventually he just left, and asked me if I wanted to tag along. Obviously, I did. I pondered to myself the entire night, I couldn�t have a group of friends. I just never could get myself a group of people I could call my friends, my pals, my buddies. I�m just not that type of person I guess. So, we left to meet noam�s friends at a pizza parlor. Then we stood around for 10 minutes, and left to different clubs for about 2 minutes each, at which point the group split up, and most of them met there other friends on the side of a street, and stuck together to count down the seconds to 2007. I was alone, nearby, on the sidewalk, looking at my cellphone and my watch to see which one would hit midnight first. The watch won, but I went with the cellphone which hit 12 am very soon after. And so, 2007 came and went, and I left at about 12:01, and took the bus back to school. And now I am lying in my bed, about to go to sleep, after an interesting night out. I�m an intelligent, young guy. I am not a weirdo. I am not repulsive. I am not a loser. This was a fun night out to celebrate the new years. Although, I probably wouldn�t do it again, because all that it accomplished was me getting drunk, meeting a bunch of uninteresting Israeli strangers who spoke little English, and me ending up with nothing left in my wallet. In any event, I enjoyed my little night out in Jerusalem, and I know one day, I�ll have some good friends to talk to, and hang out with, and maybe a girlfriend too, that can relieve me of my bad habits, my quirks and my problems and tension. One day�..

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Thursday - Dec. 28, 2006 - 5:50 AM - EDT - #1

I went to a coffee shop today and met this girl. She wasn�t gorgeous, but she was saying all the right things and I obviously wasn�t. I ordered a chocolate coffee, and this girl behind me tells me to get a vanilla one. So we start talking and later on shes comes up to me and asks how it is. And I say its wonderful and she tells me �I thought you were a chocolate guy?�, and I say �I�m an everything guy�. I�m an everything guy?? What the hell does that even mean?! God, I�m such an idiot!! I don�t know what to say to these people. The thing I hate about girls is all the damn mind reading. I say the right thing to the wrong one, and the wrong thing to the right one. I�m hopeless. Then I got a burger. Tasted like the gum on the floor. Israelis have great food- schawarma, and toast, and good cakes, but burgers� they need to do something about them, because they are horrible. The sad part is, most Israelis don�t know its crap, because most haven�t been to America to taste a real hamburger, so it�s all the same to them. They have nothing to compare it to. "You don't make up for your sins in church. You do it on the streets. You do it at home. The rest is bullshit, and you know it"

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