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03
Aug 2010
3:54 AM EST
   

What am I afraid of and why?

I am afraid of water...I can not swim and I think I am absolutely going to drown...I have tried to get over the fear but it just kicks in everytime I get near water, worse when the water is deeper....I have been this way since I was about 7 or 8 yrs old and have not been able to get over this fear yet...I almost drowned about that age...I was out back in my grandma's swimming pool, the big 3 foot pools...no one was there, I thought I would be brave and go for a swim...I started up the ladder and went to step down in to the water and thats when I went under...I was splashing and screaming...Luckily for me, my aunt's bedroom was next to the pool and she saw me and she came running and she jumped into the pool and saved me..My Aunt has cerbreal palsy, she was born with it, but she saved me that day..I am thankful that she was there that day...Ever since this incident I have been afraid of water or to even get near the water...Thats what I am afraid of...Now you know my story...Have a nice day:)
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24
Jun 2010
7:46 AM EST
   

My biggest time waster is WORK...but nothing I can do about it..I have to work to pay bills and live...so I must put up with it for the time being....
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19
Jun 2010
6:33 AM EST
   

Today is my Grandpa Dee's birthday..He has been gone almost a year now and I miss him alot...I remember things from time to time about him and I am lucky to have had him in my life for all the years that I did...I love you Grandpa Dee and I miss you so much...
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16
Jun 2010
4:08 PM EST
   

Work is no better, it is worse...I hate those people more everyday...I wish they would change or something...I can't believe they only want me to stay because I am the best worker they got...They do not care one bit about me to stop all the B.S....I hope to find another job and leave them all in their drama island that they are stuck on....
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31
May 2010
12:59 PM EST
   

I work in a fast food place. I wonder why some people think they have more power than you when the two are in the same position. I am talking about a person i work with and tho she is older than me, we both have the same title and job at work but for some reason she thinks she can overrule everything I say or do when I am the one who does more and works more productively. It makes me mad how she does and I don't think she is right by doing that. I have brought this to the boss man's attention and he acted as if he was going to do something about it, but he hasn't and she brings him a pepsi soda everyday. She kisses his a$$. It just so irritates me how she does but no one will do anything about it. Like today, one of our busiest days of the year and she wants to put our crew members doing dishes during our peak time. I said no, they need to be over here working the grill for us. I said dishes can wait and we do them at the end of the shift. She said well I am not doing them all. I said its not your job, let someone else do them at the end. She said no one will do them and you want do them. I said no I can't do them, everytime I try to help the boss hollers at me to get back making orders cause no one else can do it. She made me mad. I am they kind of person who wants to get my food and get my orders done. Cleaning up and dishes can wait til the end of the shift, its not a priority for me to do dishes during busy time. Its just wrong the way I see it. She is so backwards. I just don't get them people. I like my job some days and Most of the time I wish I had a better crew of people to work with. They make you hate your job most days and I do not like feeling that way. I want another job to get away from that, but I have got some years in the company and I think something should be done about them, but as long as I am not kissing anyone's a$$, no one will see things my way. It sucks.
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29
May 2010
3:36 AM EST
   

Going to War,WV today. Taking the final tour through the Big Creek High School. Closing down after 78 years. I havent been in the school since 1994, my graduation day. I know there is alot of pride and it won't be the same in the town without this school.So many people have so many memories from this place, now all we can do is hold on to them and remember them. Four years of my life was spent there in that school, so I have alot for myself to remember. Great teachers, some good friends and good times. Football games and other activities that won't be forgotten by any of us. Long live the memory of Big Creek Owls.
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23
May 2010
2:51 PM EST
   


People create themselves by what they do and how they act. Once they find out who they are, then they continue doing what they do that makes them who they are...Thats my thoughts...

So we got this camper and we have been working on it for awhile now and we got the inside done and we finally got the outside painted today...Back to work tomorrow for another week in a crazy job....I can not wait til I can take my vacation...I hope to head out to the beach...Woo Hoo!
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22
May 2010
9:04 AM EST
   

I don't define love. Love is either there or it is absent. All we know is, Love is a feeling that grows or goes away, but if Love goes away, then it was not love at all.
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25
Mar 2010
11:02 AM EST
   

"There is only one success - to be able to spend your life in your own way." Who really does this? I mean most of the time you are trying to do anything to please everyone else and then in turn they don't really give a shit what you are doing with your life as long as you are catering to their needs and wants. Who cares about what you want? There is no success
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15
Dec 2009
3:55 PM EST
   

There is nothing you can say to make it more effective, when the other person only sees their side.Yes i wanted to say alot of things but didn't, because i was angry at the time. Its best not to say anything at all and let me be myself when I am that mad. Oh yeah I listen. I listen really good to how much a person can hate you for no reason at all, when they should love you with everything in them and love me for who I am, not what they want me to be.
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15
Jul 2009
1:30 PM EST
   

The injury we do and the one we suffer are not weighed in the same scale....

I believe the one we suffer is far more worse than what we do in any situation. They can not be measured in the same scale,  not even close to it at all.

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16
Apr 2009
6:25 AM EST
   

What would you do with your life today if you weren't afraid of failure?

Well I would go buy a bunch of lotto tickets, one of them has to be  the winning ticket...then after I won, I'd go on a much needed vacation after telling the boss I QUIT....

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13
Aug 2008
12:43 PM EST
   

What would you do with your life today if you weren't afraid of failure?

I'd play the lottery one more time...LOL

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08
Aug 2008
7:02 AM EST
   

Feeling gratitude and not expressing it is like wrapping a present and not giving it:

More like feeling gratitude and expressing it is...like giving them the gift and they not accepting it....

Guess I should go make someone angry today so that I can destroy them later on...

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03
Aug 2008
4:36 PM EST
   

Answer your critics with silence and indifference. It works better, I assure you, than anger and argument. . . .

Well I guess so...anger does not get us anywhere I guess..Only makes things harder..but what can a person do when all they feel is anger...what are they suppose to do about it....Yeah you can sit in silence, but that does not solve anything either...I guess the only thing left for us to do is "Blog" about it....

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27
Aug 2007
9:40 AM EST
   

"Love is not finding the perfect person, but finding the imperfect person perfect." – Unknown

Isnt that so true, no one is perfect, but to you they may be some how.
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